Only Temporary

Over?

Next Morning
Angie POV

I had been up all night thinking about whether or not I was right about the cause of my mood swings. My main worry was how Drew would react, this wasn't planned and we hadn't even talked about children yet.

In the end I had gotten out of bed leaving Drew to sleep and gone to do the test I had been putting off, and thats where I am now sitting in the bathroom staring at a white stick.

"Angel are you in there?" Drew asks knocking softly on the door

"Yeah" I say quickly wiping my eyes

"Can I come in?" He asks

"Yeah" I reply

Drew opens the door, takes one look at me and his face falls

"Angel what is it? What's wrong?" He asks crouching in front of me

"Drew I'm pregnant" I say watching his face and to my suprise he smiles

"Angel that's amazing" he says placing a hand gently on my stomach "why are you upset?"

"I wasn't sure how you'd react" I say

"Look at me" he says "I love you, and I love this baby becuase it's part of you"

I say nothing I just wrap ,you arms around his neck and clong to him, relief flooding over me. Drew holds me and we stay like this for a moment.

"Marry me" he whispers

"What?" I ask moving back from him

"Marry me" he asks again

"No" I say getting upset all over again "your only asking because I'm pregnant, and I don't want that to be the reason you ask"

"I'm asking because I love you" he says "or are you saying no becuase I was right about you not loving me anymore?"

"Are you serious right now?" I gasp "you know that's not true, you know I love you"

"Then why won't you marry me?" He snaps "what is it? I'm fine as a boyfriend but not as a husband"

"Drew you're being ridiculous" I snap back

"Am I or do you just not want to admit that I'm right?" He growls

"Ok fine, I don't want you as my husband and I don't love you" I shout instantly regretting it "are you happy now, is that what you wanted to hear?"

"Yeah thats exactly what I wanted to hear" he growls before standing up and leaving not just the bathroom but the hotel room slamming the door behind him.

Later that day

I hadn't seen Drew since this morning, he wouldn't answer my  all or my texts, I had no idea where he was and I couldn't find Stephen either.

As I walk round backstage I spot someone who might know where Stephen is.

"Esmee do you have a second?" I call out and she turns to me

"Sure what's up?" She asks with a smile

"Have you seen Stephen?" I ask

"Not since last night sorry" she says

"I don't suppose you've seen Drew either?" I ask

"No sorry, are you alright?" She asks noticing me wiping my eyes

"No I've messed up" I sob

"Want to talk about it?" She asks and I nod

"I had a row with Drew" I say "we found out I'm pregnant, he asked me to marry him and I said no, he thinks I said no becuase I don't love him, I got mad and said he was right that I didn't love him, he stormed out and now I can't find him"

"Is that why you said no?" She asks

"No, I thought he was asking becuase I was pregnant" I say "I don't want that to be the reason he asks"

"And do you love him?" She asks

"More than anything" I sob "what am I going to do Esmee?"

"Simple, tell him how you feel. Communication is key in any good relationship Angie. And while you're at it, apologise for saying that you don't love him. That wasnt the smartest move on your end. A love like the two of you share doesnt come around every day, dont throw that away" she says "Now come, I'll help you find your man. Lets split up so we can find him quicker, I'll let you know when I find him okay?"

"Ok thank you Esmee" I say as we head off in different directions

Emsee POV

I had looked everywhere I could think of for Drew, I mean he's a big guy he's not hard to miss. The only place I hadn't looked was the mens locker room and I can't go in there.

And that's when I hear it, Stephens voice

"You're a fecking eejit do you know that!"

As I round a corner I see Stephen pacing in front of Drew who is sat on a crate im the corner. As I approach Stephen smiles at me and greets me with a kiss.

"Hi beautiful everything alright?" He asks

"It will be, I'd like to have a word with Drew if that's alright?" I ask

"Sure be my guest he's not listening to me" he says giving me another kiss before leaving and then I turn my attention to Drew

"Jij achterlijke druiloor" I snap and Drew looks at me completely confused

"What did you just call me?" He asks

"Trust me you don't want to know" I say "Do you have any idea how much you've worried Angie? She came to me in tears because she couldn't find you Drew. She's going out of her mind"

"Hang on she tells me she doesn't love me and I'm the bad guy?" He asks

"You don't really think she meant what she said about not loving you right? If you really believe that then you're more of a dwaas (fool) than I thought" I snap

"Why would she say it if she doesn't mean it?" He asks

"For fucks sake drew, she's pregnant. Her brain is all over the place, something which isnt easy" I say "Now I know that I don't know too much about Angie but I swear. If you dont go and fix this, jij prutser (you bungler), relationship problems will be the least of your worries.

"If she wants to talk to me she can come and find me" he huffs

"I might be small but believe me, you dont want to be on my bad side. Now. Go. Fix. It." I shout prodding his chest with each word

"Ok alright" he says rubbing his chest "do you know where she is?"

"Try the make up room" I say "Echt waar wat zijn mannen af en toe toch zakkenwassers (men can be such dickheads)" I say under my breath

"What was that?" He asks

"As I said before you don't want to know" I say over my shoulder as I walk away