lover :: njh

[13]

after the night at the club, and being rudely dragged home by niall abandoning my date, i told luke that i could no longer see him.

due to the fact that i had been spoken for....apparently.

i still didn't understand why niall considered me such a big deal. its not like i was really any different from any other girl.

my hair was blonde. my eyes were hazel. my figure was small. my height was typical.

but it was pretty amazing that someone like niall, found an attraction in me.

i looked up, and opened the glass separating me and the patients from each other.

"mrs. keller, how are you love?" i asked, smiling at the fragile, but charming older woman.

"i'm okay, cupcake. thank you"

"here to see dr. payne, i presume?" i asked, looking down at her filed paperwork.

"yes, dearie. he surely is a fine doctor. and he's not too bad on the eyes, either. though, you should know  miss. taylor. he speaks very highly, and very often about you"

i couldn't help but blush. "well, as he does of you, mrs. keller"

she smiled. "that may be so. but he does not speak of how he wishes to take me out, sometime"

my mouth fell agape at her words. she had to be making this up. there was no way that dr. payne would want to take me out.

okay god. whatever game that you're playing, you can stop now. its no longer funny. i know that i've asked for a lot of things, but i never asked for three male companions, and i'm not going to start now.

luke, dr. payne, and niall were all possessive people. even just over their phones. so them three + me = no good....for anyone.

'you're overreacting' i told myself, walking towards the patient rooms.

"ah, miss. taylor. so lovely to see you this morning" dr. payne said, patting my shoulder.

"same to you, sir"

"miss. taylor..."
"call me emily, please, sir" i cut him off.

"oh, yes. um, emily, would you care to stop over at my place tonight on your way home? i've a few things to discuss with you, and to show you..." he stepped closer, whispering in my ear. "...in the privacy of my home"

i shivered at the close proximity between he and i, and nodded.

"good. i'll see you then, emily"

as soon as he was gone, i released a breath that i didn't even know i was holding in.

-

i slipped on my coat over my pale pink scrubs, and fixed my collar, so that it wouldn't look ridiculous. i couldn't help but to anticipate what was going to happen with mr. payne.

he had this voice, that sent shivers down my spine each time he spoke.

he had the face of a god.

his body was on point. his muscles, oh god, don't even get me started on his biceps. i let my mind wander, thinking about what it would be like to hold his biceps so tightly, as he f.ucked me senseless. how his breath would feel against my neck as he whispered dirty secrets. how i could scream his name as he pounded into me, relentlessly.