Impossible

Chapter 26

Yeah I know I haven't updated in ages but I have been soooo busy it's unreal and also i suck at writing emotional crap, but I will update loads tonight to make up for it.

Chapter 26

Paige's P.O.V.

I set off running after Connor and stopped him just outside the Hermes cabin.

"Look, we need to talk." I spoke. He looked at me for a sec.

"Fine, come on in." He said motioning to go inside his cabin. Once inside, we sat down on his bunk.

"Okay, I know it looks bad, but I can explain." I started. "I do still want to tell you. I really was tired. Derek just showed up! I guess I'm just a little hesitant because this is kind of a hard topic for me."

"If you don't want to tell me, it's fine really." Connor babbled.

"No, you should know." I sat back on the bed. "I had a twin sister. Her name was maddi."

"Was?" Connor asked softly.

"She died a year ago. That's why Aphrodite said 'its a shame the other one couldn't make it'. Although I don't know why she would care. It's her fault she died." I spat the last part out.

"What happened?" He asked cautiously.

"She fell in love" I stated simply. "His name was Thomas. They were happy and had been going out for a while. Maddi was slightly unstable though. She was depressed, but when she was around Thomas, she was perfectly happy."

I stopped and took a deep breath. Preparing myself for the next part.

"On our 16th birthday, Thomas was supposed to meet her and take her out. But he never showed up. We waited for an hour until we started getting worried.

We got a call that night, saying that Thomas had died in a car crash." I sniffed, a single tear rolling down my cheek.

"But that wasn't even the worst part. He wasn't driving on the way to pick Maddi up. He was on his way to see another girl. He was cheering on her; on her birthday."

I could feel the anger boiling up inside me.

My fists clenched in my jumper.

"That night she went to her room and said she wanted to be alone. I should have known. I shouldn't have left her alone. I was her twin for gods sake. I should have been there for her!" I was shouting now.

"She had just lost everything that made her happy, kept her going; and I left her alone. She shouldn't have been alone. If that stupid prick hadn't been cheating on her, he would still be alive And she would still be here!" I shouted, tears streaming down my face. Connor pulled me into his arms and comforted me.

"Shh... It's not your fault. You didn't know what was going to happen."

"It's too late now. She's gone and nothing can bring her back." I mumbled against his chest.

"We moved to America after that. My parents can't even look at me without seeing Maddi. So I ran away and ended up here. I vowed to never fall in love. Never give my heart to anybody to be broken like Maddi was."

"That's not the best way to live." Connor said quietly. "You never risk heartbreak, but you also never feel love."

"I won't take that chance. I'm a heartbreaker. And always will be."

What do you think???? Did you expect that??? Comment what you think! Also I think this song really fits