Only Forever

6

Demi's POV

It's been another couple weeks and Jay flew back into LA last night. We made plans to hangout tonight, and I am in my bedroom right now trying to figure out what to wear.

"Demi, calm down a little. Why are you acting so nervous?" Sirah asks as she steps in front of me to stop my pacing in my closet.

"I don't know. I'm going to his place tonight and I'm just nervous. What if he wants to have sex? I don't know if I want to have sex this soon? I don't know what I'm supposed to wear either. Casual and comfortable or do I get dressed up?" I ramble off and she chuckles making me glare at her.

"You're seriously being ridiculous right now Dems. If you don't want to have sex then don't have sex. He doesn't seem like that type of person to force you or get mad if you say no." She says and I nod. "And just wear whatever you want. There's really no reason for you to dress up so just wear a pair of jeans or leggings." She then says and I sigh heavily just as Matthew walks in with Mayla on his hip. She ended up just having a small cold when she woke up with a fever a couple weeks ago and she was fine after a couple days.

"Is she freaking out?" Matthew asks sarcastically as if I'm not in the room.

"Totally." Sirah replies and I roll my eyes.

"I hate you guys." I mumble as I turn the other way to find something to wear. I then feel arms wrap around my legs and I smile big when I see my baby girl already smiling up at me. I lift her in my arms and kiss her repeatedly while I still try to find something to wear.

"So what are you guys doing tonight?" I hear Matthew ask after I pulled down a pair of jeans and I set them on the counter.

"He's making us dinner and we're just gonna hang out." I answer simply as I debate between a tan or black sweatshirt since it's starting to get cold out. "Which one baby?" I ask Mayla pointing between the two and she smiles and reaches for the tan one so I take that one down and place it on top of my jeans.

"Well, don't bother coming home tonight. We got her taken care of." Matthew says smirking and I roll my eyes but feel my cheeks start to warm up.

"We aren't there yet." I reply quietly.

"I know, all I'm saying is if you decide you want to sleep there then it's fine. Right Mayla? Tell mommy it's okay." He then says and I chuckle as she looks up at me curiously.

"It's okay mama." She says patting the back of my shoulder and we all laugh out loud.

"You're so sweet baby girl." I say kissing her cheek and she smiles big. Sirah then takes Mayla downstairs with Matthew so I can get changed and ready to go. Once I changed, I fixed my hair and put a few curls in it. I decided to only wear some light makeup so I quickly put on some concealer, mascara and lip gloss. I then put on my shoes and jewelry before walking downstairs. When I get down there, I see Max is already here to drive me to Jay's apartment. I make sure Matthew and Sirah put Mayla to bed on time tonight because I know when they watch her, they let her stay up later which just disrupts her whole routine the next morning. I then kiss and hug Mayla goodbye before finally leaving. It took about thirty minutes to get to his building and when we did, Max walked with me up to his floor and then he left once he knew I was okay. I walked down to his door that was all the way at the end and after a little pep talk, I knocked on his door softly. It didn't take long for the door to open and when it did, I smiled big when I saw him standing there. I didn't realize how much I actually missed him until he was standing in front of me again.

"Hey beautiful. It's good to see you." He says bringing me in for a hug and I happily oblige.

"You too. I missed you." I reply as we pull away and he smiles as he places a hand on my lower back and leads me in. I was actually surprised at how nice his place was. "Your place is nice." I say looking around and he smiles as we walk into the kitchen.