The Panic of Fear (Book One of The Fearful Trilogy)

Chapter Thirty Four

  He tastes so good. I can't help but grip his shirt as we kiss. It's so great. He presses his lips against mine hungrily. We finally come up for air and I gasp. "That- I-" I can't find words to describe to him how much I liked that.
  He grins at me. He kisses me again but this time he moves from my lips to my neck. It feels so good. My eyes half close while he kisses my neck. I can't think.
  When he stops I don't want him to stop kissing me. I suddenly remember that his parents are in the next room and I fully open my eyes. "Jordan your parents!" I say to him.
  He just smiles at me. "They went out for a date." I calm down relieved that they won't walk in on us. I grab the collar of his shirt and pull him towards me. "Don't you think you should've told me that?"
  He laughs. "I will next time." I can't stay mad at him so I just kiss him. He puts a hand on the back of my neck. I push on his chest and he pulls away. "What?" "I have a broken arm." I say lamely.
  I don't want to stop but I have a broken arm. He smiles at me. "Okay. Just kissing." I smile and we start kissing again.

  A few weeks later I go to take my driving test. After reading that book I ace it. When I tell them I did it they all congratulate me. My arm also healed.

  After few day later me and Jordan are watching a movie when his parents inform us that they have to go out of town for a couple days for a work conference. They both work at the same job.
  When they leave Jordan looks at me. I smile but shake my head. "I wanna finish the movie." He laughs. "Fine. After the movie?" I smile. "Sure." After the movie ends Jordan turns off the TV. "Well?" I smile and grab his hand.
  He practically drags me into my own room. I close the door behind me and Jordan presses me against it kissing me. I love how he tastes, he tastes so sweet. I push on his chest lightly.
  "What?" He breathes. I smile at him. "I just want to be more comfortable." He picks me up by the waist and carries me across the room to my bed. He lays me on my back and crawls on top of me.
  "More comfortable?" I smile and nod. He grins and starts kissing me again. I don't want him to stop. He bite my bottom lip and I gasp. He moves from my lips to my neck.
  I run my hands across his chest. I can feel all his muscles. He stops kissing my neck. "Like what you feel?" I smile.

The rest that happened should stay behind that closed door.

  A few weeks later he tells me horrible news. Him and his family are moving. The work meeting his parents went to relocated them.
  Jordan has to move to England. I'm happy and sad at the same time. "Why do you have to go? Can't you live here with me?" I ask him. He smiles at me. "Alex. I'm too young to live alone. And my parents will lose their jobs if they don't go."
  "Screw their jobs." I know I'm being selfish but I don't want to lose my boyfriend. He tries to comfort me but I just run into my room slamming my door.