The Dark Lady of The Sea

Chapter 9-Unforgivable

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I spent two whole days in that bedroom.Always having to sleep with Calder in the same fucking room was worse than anything I could have imagined.

I tried escaping.That one didn't really go as planned,though.Or as I hoped it would go."Hook,tell me I can get out of this room now?I can walk on my own and it doesn't hurt like it used to."

He nodded."If you say so.""Ugh!Finally!"He smiled."Willow is downstairs at the deck with the rest of us."After Hook left and I changed,I went out to the deck.

I whistled as loudly as I could and Willow came running at me.He basically crashed onto me."Willow!"Hook yelled to warn him but I gave him a nod.

"That hurt.Ugh."I mumbled under my breath but Willow heard it and backed away."Are you alright?"I nodded."I'm fine.Just be a bit nicer with me for a while.Alright?"

He nodded and hugged me back.I looked up to the rudder to look at Calder.I mouthed my words to him."Thank you."I turned back to Willow afterwards.

"Do you want to talk about it all?"He nodded so we went to the kitchen.Jefferson left to give us the privacy we clearly needed in that moment.

"You wouldn't kindap me,would you,Nox?"I shook my head."I wouldn't seperate a newborn from its parents.Not just you.It wasn't me."I chuckled.

"I didn't even know you were kidnapped by those pirates until that day,Willow.""Then what happened,Nox?Because none of it makes sense!"

We both sat down on a wooden chair in front of each other.I got his hands in mine and built up the courage I needed to speak to him.

"I was seven when I found you floating on a piece of wood.You were just a little baby.We found the ship on fire and we assumed your parents were dead.We took you in."

"A while before we found you,we had lost my little brother.He was uhm...killed.""You had a little brother?"I nodded."And we named you after him.Willow Noah Russell."

"My name was his name?"I nodded."He was uhm...killed in front of my eyes a year after he was born.With Noah gone,we raised you as our own.We loved you and cared for you as our own."

"Even thought you weren't,in reality.Especially me.More than mom and dad ever did.It never mattered that you weren't blood related to us."

"What about that ship?Those pirates?""There is this guy named Cutthroat,he killed the entire crew and their captain.He set it all on fire.That Cuttroat guy calls himself our captain now."

"What?"I nodded."I know how this sounds but I got you fort he first time because he wrecked that ship.Now,I got you back thanks to his plan."I sighed.

"Willow,I might hate him but I will always owe him for you."He sighed."They tried to take my bandana,my belt,my clothes.They forced me to wear different stuff.Things I don't like."

"They kept calling me Micheal and they talked to me for hours about how bad you were for taking me from them.They know you are a pirate,now.I begged them to let me go."

I got him to sit closer to me as I hugged him tighter now.He started crying."I hated it back there!They said I wasn't even about to turn 11.I was about to be 10!"

I chuckled."That's alright,Willow.We'll celebrate your 10th birthday all over again,if you want to do that."He nodded."Nox,it was horrible there.All those rules!Maids!They were all scary!"

I nodded."I won't,Willow.Because I love you.Blood or not,I am your sister.Alright?"He nodded."I love you too,Nox."I sighed."I know.I know you do,Wills."

I got him to look me in my eyes."I missed you.Now,stop crying.I got you back and you're back where you want to be.Alright?"I smiled as I wiped his tears away.

Then Adrian walked into the kitchen,Jefferson followed."I tried to stop him,Nox.I did."I sighed."It's alright,Jefferson."He nodded and left.

"What are you doing here,Adrian?You are supposed to be on land.""He's going to kill me but I told him I wanted tot alk to him before he does that."

"Why would he kill you?""Because he came to the conclusion that I was useless to him."I scoffed."Actually,you aren't.For the first time you are not useless,Adrian."

"Great.Thanks,Nox.A lot.""Adrian,behave.Tell me one thing,do you want to live?"He nodded."Not that he would listen to me,I could try convincing him.I'm not losing more people."

I went up to the study,to talk with Calder."You won't kill,Adrian.""Is that so,Nox?And why won't I kill him?"

"Because the last time I checked,you are short on crew members from the time you killed mine!You need to fill in the loss."

"He's useless to me,Nox!You don't think that I'm unaware of that fact?!That I need more men?!For now,I have Willow and you!He's useless.If he talked to you,time to die for him."

"Calder!I have known him my entire life!Come on!You can't kill him.Useful or not!""For the last time,Nox!I don't need him!I don't fucking need him!"

I sighed."There is something else,Calder,isn't there?You have something personal against him.What could it be,you don't even know him?!"

He stood up and walked to the front of the desk."He proved himself insignicifcant and useless.Although,since you are here,I have a question to you."

I rolled my eyes."Fine.Ask.""Nen and Naida's son,where is he?"I panicked a little but answered."He died.A year after he was born.Noah was...the loveliest boy ever."

"He's dead?"I nodded."He got really sick.He would cry day and night and his pain was too much to handle for him.He suffered like that for a whole week.Nen and Naida..."

I took a deep breath to hold the tears to my exit."They couldn't bare to see him like that.They couldn't take it anymore and..."But I couldn't go on any further.I was done!

"I-I-I can't."I bailed out of there.I couldn't admit this to myself for 12 years.I still can't admit it.How could I possibly say it out loud?!

If anyone knew...I killed Noah.I killed my little brother.Dad found me and he took the blame.He said he understood.

Tears came over me at an overwhelming speed.I went up to the watch,to the highest point of this ship.The night's darkness hid my monstrosity as I cried.

I had buried it all too deep within my heart and mind,now its pain is unbearable.

I was a six year old girl.A girl who killed her baby brother.Her little brother had died from her hands.Sometimes,I still see his blood on my hands.

I couldn't take the pain he went through anymore!His suffering was too difficult to witness!Dad and I were never the same.Nor was mom with him.Dad took the blame of my actions.

I lost everything.Starting with Nathan,leaving.Continuing with I killing Noah.Calder,killing my parents and almost losing Willow to Nathan's in laws...All I have left is Willow.

"Nox?"I pulled it back togather within a few seconds."What do you want,Calder?""Just came to tell you that I killed your little boy toy,Adrian."I scoffed.

"You think you are the worst,don't you?Well,rest assured,I have seen so much worse than you,Calder.Thanks for killing people I care about one by one."