Soulmate (Completed) 18+

Part 13

**Gulf's POV**

It was strange, I had shown up here dreading these next few hours but as time went on and we had a few drinks in our systems things weren't that bad. Earth seemed a little off though, he was smiling like crazy like he always does but it seems a little forced compared to how he usually is. 

Santa was also acting a little strange, he kept staring at Earth like they had a fight or something. One seemed concerned while the other was acting like nothing was wrong.

What the hell is going on?

Everything felt a little too fuzzy to really think about it though. 

For example, Mew was currently resting on my shoulder with a big smile on his face as he continues to eat and no matter how much I knew that being close to him like this was wrong, It still felt right and I don't know why. 

Like I spent the entire day yesterday trying to not panic since he had kissed me the day before and I didn't hate it but I just ended up feeling sooo guilty. Like I knew I was in love with Prem but no matter how much I told myself it was wrong to like another person I couldn't help but look at Mew for who he was.

He really was a good person and he deserved so much better than what he was going to get because us connecting had to have been a fluke. 

A glitch on his part...

It shouldn't be connected to me and I don't know if I can accept it if there is. I don't like it when people break the system, the law is the law for a reason. 

But maybe there wouldn't be any harm in being his friend, just a friend...

Friends lean on each others shoulders right? 

This is normal.

Normal...

I was lost in thought when the sound of the front door rings and all four of us slowly lean over to look but the only one in the right spot to see was Earth. 

Earth: Everything was fine until I watch his face light up and he jumps up and runs toward the door. "PREMM!!"

Fuck...

Trying not to be obvious I slowly yawn and stretch my arms up so Mew had to move from my shoulder. He was patiently looking at me waiting for me to get back into position when I stand up a little shakily and head for the bathroom. 

What the hell am I suppose to do now?

By the time I was inside I could feel my heart beating quickly as I look in the mirror. 

This is probably my sigh to stop drinking so I don't end up saying or doing anything stupid. Today can not go badly, I don't want Prem to be hurt by something that isn't even happening...

I just don't know how Mew will react if he finds out that I already have a soulmate. 

Turning on the sink I cup my hands and splash water in my face to calm down. After taking a few more deep breathes I let out a sigh and wipe my face on my arm before turning toward the door. 

Mew: He was standing at the door with worry on his face as he takes a step toward me. "Are you okay?"

Gulf: I just nod and try to walk past him to the doorway when he sidesteps and reaches out for my cheek as our soullace clink together. "I'm okay, just a little warm from drinking too much." I push his hand away from my cheek before pulling away so we were no longer connected. "You don't have to worry about me Mew, I can take care of myself."

Mew: He gently holds onto my wrist. "I don't want to force you to care about me because we connected our soullace Gulf. If love is what you want than I am willing to be friends with you first, just give me the chance to at least be in your heart for now. Please Gulf..."