Soulmate (Completed) 18+

Part 37

**Gulf's POV**

**Six Month's Later**

I was resting on Moon's couch while grinning at my phone from a message Mew had left me a few minutes ago when she comes in the front door and starts to take off her shoes.

Moon: She walks over to me before plopping onto the couch with a sigh. "I didn't think I was going to see you here when I came home."

Gulf: "Why?"

Moon: She slowly sits up before grinning at me. "I figured you would be spending the night at Mew's again. Your usually over there 6 days a week anyways."

Gulf: "Oh, uhm... I figured I would give him a day to himself just incase I was annoying him or something."

Moon: Now she looked confused and I knew what she was going to say but I really wish she didn't. "That doesn't make any sense, didn't he offer to get a new place with you a few weeks ago? Why would he need time away from you?"

Gulf: I felt ashamed as I look down at my hands before whispering. "I'm avoiding him that's why..."

Moon: "Wait why?"

Gulf: God this is embarrassing to talk about with my boss... "Because yesterday he wanted to have sex with me and I panicked before walking out..."

Moon: She starts to groan as I join her. I'm so stupid... "Why the fuck would you walk out?"

Gulf: "You wouldn't understand..."

Moon: "Try me."

Gulf: "Well I haven't been with anyone other than Prem my entire life and I know what he likes but when it comes to Mew he's never done anything before and I just don't want to disappoint him with any expectations he might have." She was just looking at me with a blank expression on her face before she erupts in a fit of laughter before I began to scowl. "This is not funny, I'm really insecure about the fact that he won't enjoy what I do..."

Moon: I could see tears in her eyes as she covers her mouth with her hand to muffle the laughing. "Have you seen the way he looks at you?"

Gulf: "Yea why?"

Moon: "You do realize that you could literally slip it in and just lay there and that man would be happy. He's fucking head over heels in love with you and your worried that you wont satisfy him?"

Gulf: "Well when you put it that way you make me sound like a dumbass."

Moon: "That's because you are a dumbass." She looks down at her watch before nudging my leg with her foot. "Now you better get off my couch and head over there before he falls asleep and tell him whats going on or I will and we both know that that is the last thing you want to happen."

Gulf: "You can't just force me to go over to my own boyfriends place and confess that I'm afraid of disappointing him. Not going to happen."

Moon: She raises a brow at me before smacking me again with her foot. "I can and I will. You were suppose to move out of my house months ago but your still here because of a stupid illogical fear. Which by the way is also keeping you from moving into a completely beautiful space with your boyfriend."

Gulf: "How the hell would you know that?"

Moon: She points in the direction of the guest bedroom which is where I have been staying the last 7 months. "I was cleaning up and I saw the pamphlet for the apartment complex he want's you two to move into. It's a really nice place Gulf."

Gulf: "I know it is..."

Moon: "Go fix your problems and than get your box's of crap out of my house. It's so cramped in here!!"