Soulmate (Completed) 18+

Part 25

**Gulf's POV**

It's early like stupid early and sleep didn't exist for more than one reason this time. 

1. I'm still trying to process the fact that some how I came home to end things with Prem and ended up not just seeing him but also Mew at the same time when I originally had no intention of starting anything with Mew to begin with. 

2. Yesterday was the first time I've ever actually hung out with Mew like that or been to his house so I'm still trying to cope with everything I soaked in.

3. He opened the door in a fucking towel, not pants without a shirt. No, a fucking towel and to top it all off he was also in the middle of having a boner which was very obvious and now I can't get the mental image out of my head. 

4. And last but not least, I fell asleep at his apartment...

Which all of these can explain why sleep is no longer an option. It said good bye the minute I showed up to Moons place and laid down in bed. 

It's just different images flashing through my mind one after another and I'm starting to feel a little overwhelmed. Now my feelings were even more complicated than they were before I got here. 

I was already a mess before hand...

Thankfully Moon doesnt plan on opening shop until noon today so I thought I might stop by Prem's and see how he's holding up and maybe figure out what's suppose to happen next since I'm convinced at this point that I'm going to be dragged around for the next month by these two guys...

As far as I know I don't have any plans with Mew yet. All he said before I left a few hours ago was that he was glad I stopped by and hoped to see me again soon. I still can't believe I fucking fell asleep. 

maybe my problem wasn't that I fell asleep over there but that I was comfortable falling asleep over there. The only awkward part was when I first got there and than it just felt natural. Everything around that man was starting to feel natural and it scares the hell out of me. 

It's not suppose to be that way...

The clock to my left said it was currently almost 7 which meant there was only 2 hours left before Prem leaves for work so I should leave soon if I want to talk to him before leaving without feeling rushed. 

...

After rushing around for the next half hour trying to get ready and changed I was finally out the door and on my way to my old place. 

This entire situation is ridiculous...

Making my way onto the train I look out the window to watch the sky's as the light grows brighter with each passing minute. 

The weather isn't as nice as it was a few days ago but that's fine , it doesnt have to be perfect weather to have a good day. A lot of people don't like the rain because it makes them feel gloomy but I don't agree its just like every other day. 

It's beautiful in it's own way...

That made me smile as I patiently waited for the train to stop. I can never get over how nice it is to have so many things close together. Definitely makes transportation from one place to another much easier. 

A few minutes later it stopped and the doors slid open as I got off and made a right. The apartment complex wasn't far as the streets started to get more full than they were 20 minutes before. 

I guess people go to work this early and I don't understand why anyone would want to. To be fair I'm not a very good morning person, I usually go to work between 10 and 12 and than get off anywhere from 8 to 10 depending on how many customers I have and how difficult they want to be that day.