Soulmate (Completed) 18+

Part 28

**Mew's POV**

This is the 5th time I have had to stop myself from contacting Gulf today. I get that it's my birthday but I don't want to bother him if he has plans. 

Yea he might be showing more kindness to me than he usually does but as far as I know he could just be finally seeing us as friends and only friends.  I promised him that I wouldn't make anymore moves on him and if he wanted me than he had to make the first move...

Other than thinking about Gulf all day I have also been spending time with Earth and Santa. There must have been something that happened that I don't know about because they seem a little closer than they did a few days ago when I left there place. 

No more stone cold silence or worried looks which made me feel happy for them, their situation wasn't the best but they were able to get through it and hopefully come out of it stronger than before. 

I'm still upset with Santa for being a complete selfish prick but I can see that he sincerely feels bad for what he did and he is trying to make it up to Earth so I can forgive him this time. 

However, if he ever does something that stupid again I might knock him out until next week and I am not a violent person. 

Not at all...

The three of us are currently laying on their bed in the bedroom while watching a show that Earth wanted to show us about some cooking girl who was an underdog and than rose to the top unexpectedly while fighting with her love interests mother. 

Definitely something that I would never watch on my own but it's not as bad as I thought it would be. 

Earth is laying against Santa's shoulder as he kept his hands to himself. Probably as a respect thing for Earth because I havent seen them be intimate like before but better than they were when I last left them. 

I on the other hand was laying on the other side of the bed with a bowl of popcorn in my lap and every time this couple on screen showed up my mind would wander to Gulf.

To my surprise, yesterday went a lot smoother than I thought it would and I found out a few things about him that I had no idea about. 

It kind of makes me happy that he wants kids. 

Like I said yesterday, I'm not sure if I want one any time soon but I definitely want one. 

To be honest I only half understand the whole Soullace thing that everyone has grown up with since I never had those experiences growing up and everything is new to me but after meeting Gulf I can see why it's important. 

He matches me so well and it makes me wonder what it would have been like if I had met him first before Prem did. 

How many happy years could we have already spent together?

Slowly shaking my head I let out a small sigh before zoning back on the tv.

I shouldn't be thinking about things like that, I'm happy with what I have. It's just been a really lonely 30 years. 

I'm just happy to have some company on my birthday instead of no one like I did last year. 

Earth: He nudges me in the arm with his hand. "Are you okay?"

Mew: "I'm good, just a little tired."

Earth: "But we haven't even done anything? Is it because of the show, you know we can change it to whatever you want. You just told me to choose so I did, but if you don't like it I wont hold it against you."

Mew: "It's not that."

Earth: He narrows his eyes at me for a minute before a smile crawls across his lips. "Your missing someone arn't you?"