What is Trust? (JakeXreader)

Part 8 || sharing

A/N's POV

Jake: "what are you doing here?" Y/n looked up surprised and frantically stood up. As she gathered her stuff the photo slipped from her hands making the boy glance at it. As the girl was about to pick it up before the boy could see, he already had it in his hands and scanned it. He furrowed his eyebrows at the sight in front of him. He had this crummy feeling inside him, it didn't feel good nor did it feel bad. If you imagine a meter and the two options are good and bad it was in between. But there were times when it would point to the bad side. The girl snatched the photo from Jake and kept it in her pocket

Y/N: "why did you follow me here?" She crossed her arms over her chest waiting for an answer

Jake: "don't think so highly, I came here because I wanted to" it was partly true, he did want to go here but he wanted to go because of y/n.

Y/N: "tsk whatever" she sat back down expecting him to leave but to her surprise he sat down beside her sitting in the same position she did. "Why did you want to go here?" The boy turned to her

Jake: "why did you want to go here?" The girl sighed and faced the ocean view in front of them.

Y/N: "I had to clear my head about some things" He didn't answer but just thought about what it could be "now why did you want to go here?" His mouth went to a thin line and he rested his head on his knees while resting his arms around it as well.

Jake: "this is my escape place, I mean I haven't been going here lately but ever since I moved here I always went here to be by myself" once he finished speaking he was shocked with what he just did. Even his friends don't know about his escape place. He was surprised he shared his secret with her

Y/N: "I guess we both have the same escape place now" the girl leaned back while hugging her knees letting the wind blow her hair back as she closed her eyes. Jake watched as she relaxed and felt calm. Wow she's really pretty... he thought while unknowingly staring at her. He shifted his focus on the girls front pocket. He saw a tiny bit of the photo and tilted his head to its direction trying to get a better glimpse of what it was. Jake smirked as he thought of a plan. While y/n was closing her eyes he grabbed the photo out of her pocket and tried checking it. "Hey give it back!"

He stood up raising the photo so she couldn't reach it. She jumped for it repeatedly but he was taller than her.

Jake: "why? What don't you want me to see?" He thought everything was just for fun and he said this in a teasing manner

Y/N: "give it back!" She sounded more serious and angry now. The boy furrowed his eyebrows and focused his attention to the picture wanting to know what she didn't want him to see.  "hey!!!! ARGH! Jake! Give it back! STO- STOP IT!" Her voice started cracking like she was gonna cry. The truth was the girl felt really bad. She didn't know why but she just wasn't feeling like her cheerful self. The situation just felt wrong with Dongmin and her. She liked him but it didn't feel right being with him anymore and Jake knowing about it just made her feel like it was gonna make her feelings worse.

He squinted his eyes and scanned the photo clearly. Is this her boyfriend?

Jake: "is this your boyfriend?" Y/n full on jumped and grabbed the photo out of his hands and sat down with her head buried in between her knees. "Why are you so upset it's just-" he stopped talking when he heard her sob. He felt a wave of guilt rush through his whole body. He quietly sat down beside her and faced her waiting for one of them to speak "s-sorry I didn't- I didn't mean to hurt you"

She wanted to respond to Jake that it wasn't his fault. She's just been feeling overwhelmed over her feelings for Dongmin. She liked him a lot but she knew to herself that he wasn't the right person. She kept denying this but she just keeps convincing herself it's not true. Every night ever since she's transferred, ever since she's met Jake, every night she thinks about her feelings for Dongmin. She couldn't put it to words but she just needed to let everything out. The boy sat beside her letting her calm down.

Y/N: "sorry... I just had to let it out for a while" he hummed in response.

Jake: "how- I mean- why were you crying?" He was very gentle and Jake knew he had to be sensitive as y/n was very vulnerable

Y/N: "I don't really wanna get into it..." he wanted to ask about the picture but he knew it might be too sensitive for her. Y/n sensed this and chuckled bringing out the photo. She didn't know why but she just felt like it was ok to share this with him "his name is Dongmin" she pointed out as she leaned nearer Jake and Jake leaned nearer her too. The boy scanned the photo and sadly smiled at the sight in front of him. Y/n looked a bit different now and in the photo which made Jake curious

Jake: "was this recent?" The girl scrunched one side of her face showing she's not sure

Y/N: "this was around 9 months ago? So a bit I guess?" The boy nodded "we had our first movie night here and my brother took this photo" the boy noticed she sounded a bit sad

Jake: "why don't you seem happy?" Her mouth went to a thin line and she just recalled all the feelings she's been having

Y/N: "I don't know why but my brother doesn't like Dongmin. He didn't like him when he first met him... he says he's a playboy and there are his moments but it's not so bad" Jake knew by the tone of her voice she was trying to make Dongmin look good but of course it didn't work.

Jake: "did you guys ever fuck?"