Hikikomori (ひきこもり)

Chapter 19

***Harrys POV***

I open the door to the apartment and just like I expected, its empty. Louis probably went to those damn parties. I pull of my soaked shirt, remembering me and Bonnie's kiss. When she left, I had a sudden urge to kiss her, and I couldn't stop myself. I smirk at the thought and walk inside my room, stripping of my soaked clothes and into my boxers. The time is 12:47 fuck, I need to go to bed. Because of this shitty apprenticeship thing I've been waking up pretty early. I was suppose to quit after the first day but then I met her. She's the only reason why I'm doing this damn thing. I lay down and close my eyes, drifting to sleep.

I'm awaken by a ringing sound, I throw my arm to the source of the noise but it wont stop. Fuck. I open my eyes, and feel my phone vibrate on my side. I pick it up, the name reads Louis. I swipe to accept the call and Louis's voice screams into the phone.

"Haary! Can you pick me up man?" He asks his words slurred through the music.

"What? Dude where are you?" I croak rubbing my face.

"I'm at the club. My ride ditched" He slurs, fucking drunk again.

"Alright. Stay there I'm coming" I hang up the phone and check the time. Its 2 in the morning, I slip on a shirt and jeans and leave the apartment. He fucking owes me I huff walking to my car. I drive to the club, my hands wrapped tightly around the steering wheel preparing to yell at the bastard for the second time. I pull up outside the club, and Louis is no where in sight. Great, I sigh. I get out of my car and walk inside the club. I strode through the crowd, ignoring the stares of slutty dressed girls watching me. I spot Louis in the bar and I feel a hand slap onto my shoulder,

"Harry" Tyler perks.

"I'm surprised to see you here" he says his words slurred, I can smell the liquor in his breath from here.

"Hey dude, Nah I'm just here to pick up Louis" I say gesturing to him, talking to some blonde chick.

"Are you his mum or something? Come on Harry, let go" He slurs, handing me the bottle of beer.

I decline "I'm not here to get drunk. I'm not like that anymore"

"Yeah your so uptight now. What? Are we not good enough for you and your rich life" He says his tone hardening.

I feel my body tense up, and anger swell in me. Ever since people found out about my riches they've been treating me differently, and I hated it. Too tired to argue with him, instead I ignore him and walk towards Louis, I grab him by his collar and pull him to his feet. "Whoaa man" He slurs and I shoot him a glare.

"Harry!" He yells patting me on the back.

"Come on lets get a drink"

Is he fucking kidding me.

"What the fuck, no I'm leaving. Lets go" I huff and he laughs

"Man, Joke. You need to loosen a little"

I swear if someone says I need to stop being uptight, I would loose it.

We walk towards the exit, and I hear someone call my name. "HARRY!" The females voice yells and I sigh, fuck. When she comes in view, my eyes follow the brunette standing in front of me wearing a tight red dress, I try to divert my eyes from her huge breasts bulging out from the top.

"What? You don't remember me?" She says, raising her left eyebrow.

"I'm sorry, but I have to go" I mutter, grabbing Louis's unstable body and walking back towards the door.

"Its Blair you jerk!" She screams and I pull Louis outside before that chick comes for more.

I get inside the car and turn my engine on, when I turn my head, I see Louis passed out in the back. I take a deep breath and drive back to the apartment, my head dizzy. Old memories from the past washes over me and I feel so distanced from the guy I use to be.