Is it Worth Fighting for? (Pride Series #1)

Chapter 29

ATHENA'S POV

Hindi ako nakatulog ng maayos. Ginagambala parin ako ng tanong ni Jayce. Pvta, ano ba gagawin ko? I just want to let her found out the truth. 'Di 'yong ako ang magsasabi sa katotohanan. Alam ko namang wala parin siyang tiwala sa akin. Fvck!

Madilim pa sa labas. Rinig na rinig ko pa ang ahon sa karagatan. It's 4am, maybe I can go outside to explore more.

Dahan-dahan akong umalis sa higaan namin ni Zarniah. I'll just do some of my morning routines.

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Natapos ko rin gawin ang mga routines ko. Narito na ako sa dalampasigan daladala ang sariling gitara. Kanina pa ako nakaupo at tumutugtog rito. I just found that it's the best way to express my feelings.

Tinignan ko ang maaliwalas na kalangitan.

"Masaya kana ba d'yan? Wala na bang mga sakit d'yan la?" yinakap ko ang mga paa ko.

I just can't forget you la. Even thou hindi tayo magkadugo pero ang pagmamahal at mga magagandang alala na nabuo natin ay sobra-sobra. I can't imagine how you handle that secret for a long time.

A tear escaped from my eyes.

Kaya pala pinagchichismisan si Mommy noon ng mga kamag-anak ni Daddy kasi hindi ako isang Perez. At sinalba lang kami ni Daddy. Pvtcha naman.

"Wohhh tama ng pag-iyak Athena" I wiped my tears.

I strum my guitar. Ano kayang susunod na aawitin ko? 'Yong paborito na lang namin ni Jayce. Pvtek bakit ko ba siya iniisip masyado? Shittt!

"There goes my heart beating
'Cause you are the reason
I'm losing my sleep
Please come back now"

I smiled. Para lang nagmamakaawa ah.

"There goes my mind racing
And you are the reason
That I'm still breathing
I'm hopeless now"

Yeah. I am. Ano ba 'yan. Kung anu-ano na ang iniisip ko.

"I'd climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I've broken
Oh, 'cause I need you to see
That you are the reason"

I'll do everything just to be with you again love. Pero ang hirap. May iba ka na. I painfully smiled on my thoughts.

"And if I could turn back the clock
I'd make sure the light defeated the dark
I'd spend every hour, of every day
Keeping you safe"

How I wish I could just turn back the time. Where love was there and there's no pain. 

"And I'd climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I've broken
Oh, 'cause I need you to see
That you are the reason (I don't wanna fight no more)"

Too much emotions swallowed me.

"I don't wanna hide no more
I don't wanna cry no more
Come back I need you to hold me (You are the reason)
Be a little closer now
Just a little closer now
Come a little closer
I need you to hold me tonight"