I am the alphas mate

chapter 22

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Kelsey's POV

"Kelsey?"  My breathing slowed as i recognised the man before me. 

"Dad?"  He looked at me and i saw his face contort from confused to shocked to happy then to horror, when he glanced behind me. 

I turned around and squeaked, flinging my hands to my face in shock.

That's when i felt something wet on my face. I pulled my fingers back and saw red on them. Blood. 

Everything came back to me then.

The torture from the vampires, the exchange, me getting bit.

Me dying. 

Waking up in a metal compartment.

The panic i felt.

The hunger i felt when i saw the man.

I killed him. I drunk his blood. 

What the hell's wrong with me?

i turned to dad in panic, "Dad, what's happened to me?" 

All he did was stutter. i needed to get out of there. i took a step towards the door, but suddenly felt a gust of wind and found myself in a living room.

I remembered that living room. i died in that room. It's so weird, to think that i died, but yet i'm standing right here alive. 

I heard footsteps coming from my right and i immediately smelt something so good. It was so sweet and warm. 

I looked to see 2 girls and 2 boys, each maybe in their mid-teens. Oh they smelt go good. 

I felt something poking my gums. There was a fireplace in the living room and above it was a mirror, so i rush to it and open my mouth. 

I tried to bite back a scream, when i saw two long sharp fangs elongate from my gums. 

"She's a vampire?"

"But how, she should have died"

"she did die" i could hear the people from behind me whisper. i turned around and found them walking closer. i backed away, the enticing smell getting stronger, my stomach growling. 

"S-stay back, i don't want to hurt you" i raised my hands in front of me, in the universal gesture of 'back off'. 

"What do you think she is?A vampire, werewolf or both?" A boy asked. They all kept coming closer with curious expressions. The smell was getting stronger. 

I needed to get outside. i turned and ran to the front door. I got into the fresh air and instantly felt pulled to something. 

I headed towards the woods and felt the pull get slightly stronger. 

i started to run in the same direction. My arms and legs pumping me faster, my hair trailing behind me in the wind. My feet making no sound at all. All i could hear was the wind in my ears and the animals in the woods.

I finally come to a stop at a lake. In front of me is a huge black wolf, sitting on his rump whimpering. Mate. 

"Lucas?" i squeaked out. 

He whipped his head around, and i see his baby blue wolf eyes, widen. 

Baby? y-you're-

"I'm alive. I don't know how but i am" i cried, tears starting to well up. 

Right before me, Lucas shifts. I didn't bat an eye at his nakedness. We run to each other and i jump in his arms. One of his arms wrapped around my waist as he cradled my head with the other hand. My arms were tightly snaked around his neck.

"I though i'd lost you"  I buried my face in his neck and inhaled his scent. I shouldn't have done that. i instantly felt pressure on my gums and knew i had to get away. 

I shoved Lucas from me and backed away. 

"What are you-" He cut off when he looked at my mouth. I raised my hand and felt my fangs out in the open. 

 "Y-you're a vampire?" Lucas asked perplexed, his gaze still trained on my mouth where my fangs are. I bent my head and slowly nodded. He took a step towards me and i could practically feel my fangs throbbing in need to puncture his neck.

I take a couple of steps back, "No, don't come near me, i've already killed someone i don't want to kill you too" He completely stops when i say i've killed someone. "Who?"

I shrugged my shoulders, "I don't know, his was kind of old, grey beard, square glasses"

"Adam. Your dads pack doctor" He adds when he sees my confused face. 

Everything hits me then. I've killed someone. I died and came back a vampire and then i sucked the life out of someone.

I began to hyperventilate. I gripped my head as i backed up against a tree and slid to the ground. 

My breathing became quicker and i started to cry uncontrollably. "Shh shh, hey, don't cry, everything is going to be fine, we're going to get through this, i'm going to help you" His smell started to suffocate me. I needed to get away before i done something, i'd really regret. I tried to scoot away, but Lucas wrapped an arm around my waist and gripped the side of my face, so i had to look at him. But my gaze went straight to his neck.

"Hey, don't look at my neck, look at my eyes, just breath and focus on my voice. Everything is going to be ok, do you understand? you won't hurt me, we'll figure this out" I took deep breaths and began to calm down. 

"See, that wasn't so hard." He looked at me with his thinking face on. His brows furrowed and his teeth biting his bottom lip. I want to bite that lip.

I darted forward and caught his lip, right before his teeth let it go and began to suck on it.  

I heard him moan, and it drove me crazy. So i shoved him onto his back and straddled him. I bent down to nibble on his lip again as i slid my hands into his thick hair and gripped them. 

 He grabbed my hips and pulled me harder against him. i grinded my hips against his and i grinned when he growled. 

I leaned up on his forearms on either side of his head, whipped my head to the side, so all of my hair flicked to one side and i slammed my lips against his again.

I roughly kissed him, licking his bottom lip for entrance. He willing opened and i explored his mouth with my tongue. I was so turned on right now. and it didn't help the fact that he was butt naked. 

Both of our breathing quickened as i heard both of our heart beats racing. I felt one of Lucas's hands slid up from my hips, to my waist, skimming the side of my breast and made his way to the back of my head where he fisted my hair and pulled me closer to him as his other hand, gave my bum cheek a squeeze. 

I let out a loud moan as i started trailing my kisses, from his lips, across the stubble on his jaw and down to his neck. 

I licked, nipped and sucked around his neck till i found his sweet spot. He gasped when i latched onto it and started to suck it.

I was lost in exctasy. I melted everytime i heard him moan or gasp. I felt his squirm and then relax, tilting his head giving me more access.

I finally pulled away to see, Lucas looking quite dazed before his eyes finally closed, his breathing slowed. But i seriously thought my whole world had stopped when i saw his neck.

Two puncture wounds and blood smeared all over. i gasped. What have i done?

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