I am the alphas mate

chapter 21

So  guess i can you guys a fright in my last chapter, well don't fret, alls will be well. ~enjoy!!!~

Lucas's POV

She's dead. My mate's gone.

MATE! OUR BEAUTIFUL MATE! my wolf, Zoric howled. 

As Kelsey took her last breath, i felf the most excruitiating pain in my chest.

The loss of my mate. The worst pain a werewolf could go through. i wailed as i pulled, her still warm body into my lap on the floor.

I cradled her in my arms as i burried my face into the crook of her neck. 

I beathed in her scent. Chocolate with strawberry. I rocked back and forth as i cried.

I vowed to never cry in public as Alpha but i didn't care at that moment.

I waited three years for my mate and once i find her, i've lost her. 

I'll never hear her laugh again, never hear her voice. Never feel the softness of her lips on mine or the way her body fitted nicely against my body, her head nestled just under my chin.

I'll never feel any of that again. Charlie and his pack left not long after she died to let me grieve. 

I cried harder when i thought about th two days she'd been missing. From the look of her, i could tell that them damn vampires had done some unimaginable things to her.

And it hit me right in my chest at the fact that she spent her last days being tortured and the happiness  i felt coming from her and being back with me crumbling when Christian bit her.

I have no idea how long i sat there for, holding my beautiful mate in my lap. i looked at the clock and saw that it was coming up to nine 'o clock

My baby's been dead for about 2 hours now.

I rested my cheek against her forehead and felt her geting cold. i looked down and saw her once full pink lips now thin and blue. Her skin was now going slightly pale.

"Alpha Lucas?" i snapped my head up to see Charlie pack doctor standing there with a sad look. 

"What do you want?" i huffed.

"Alpha, i'm sorry, b-but i n-need to take L-luna Kelsey to the m-morgue, so i c-can preserve her" He stuttered out clearly uncomfortable asking this.

I glared at him but knew it was for the best. If i left her out in the open, she'd rot more quickly and it's hard enough accepting that she's dead let alone having to see her like that. As i stood up, i held Kelsey close to my chest. "Lead the way"

He nodded and preceeded to walk down the hallway and down a flight of stairs. 

As we walked down the corridor, i looked from side to side to see that there were beds here. Their hospital. The doctor led me further down the hall into a room. I stepped in and immediately felt the cold. 

The morgue.

I carried on in and the doc already had a tray ready to lay Kelsey in. This was it. My mate is actually dead. And i'm putting her in the morgue. 

I reluctantly walked up to the metal tray. I looked back from the tray to th angel form that lay in my arms. This was it. 

I laid her on the tray that was about waist height. Once i got her settled, i bent my head and gave her one last kiss. I stroked her hair before stepping back and letting the doc, slide her in and shut the little square door.