Silverthorne Series - Angels and Demons

Chasing Ghosts...

Cyrus's POV

Why is it that the past suddenly caught up with us? I felt the pangs of pain slowly eating my insides as I remember how I sacrificed my heart and let it die that day. 

Pero tanggap ko na kung ano meron ako ngayon, it's futile to battle fate, destiny or whatever term people call it... 

 I know I'm getting nowhere at tinotorture ko sarili ko sa pinasukan ko, yet I can't help it, like a sheep I'm attracted to wolf in disguise, I know im threading a dangerous path yet hala pa rin ako sa paglapit sa wolf ready to pounce with her claws the moment I get near enough,  pero di naman siya ganun she never even once made me feel like I'm less important or a nuisance, she loved me the way she did just like before. Atleast ngayon bearable na ang pain, it don't die when I see them together anymore, nasasakal lang. 

Pero seeing these corpses rise from their graves is disturbing, parang nag time travel ako sa high school days, ang tropa na lang ang kulang then it's like historyreally repeated itself.

I looked at Jeremy's smug face as he confidently said that he wants Dahly, like hell I'd let you!

No one deserves her better than JN if hindi man siya mapupunta sa akin, are you even aware of what your brother did to her before?

Tinignan ko si JN, he had that unnerving passive habit of his, that stupid hanky covering his face and I can't even see his eyes to decipher what is he thinking of right now...

Tinignan ko si Dahls, she looked like a worn rag doll with a hidden sensual substance, from a chubby nerdy girl na nakilala ko before, she have grown into a someone that you would desire and she doesn't even know it... wait what am I thinking? I have no right to even look at her that way...

Nakakunot noo niya, what's going on in that crazy mind?, nagulat ako sa sagot niya, it'snot like her to flirt or even tend to be a jilt towards JN.

Suit yourself? it's like saying yes to giving that buffoon a chance Dahls? What are you planning? Ano nakita mo Dahls?  that look in her eyes says that she is out to prove a theory. Di ko man makita in full view ang mata niya, I am near enough to see it all reflected on those smart orbs...

Then Jeremy broke my trail of thoughts, hinahamon ata talaga niya si JN, he really has guts, is he not aware that he just insulted a Silverthorne? 

Knowing JN, he would have mentally tortured this ass yet will opt to hide his thoughts from others.

I was surprised by his ploy though, that song clearly sent out his message to Jeremy hindi kaya yun ang napagkasunduan namin na ikakanta niya, buti na lang familiar kami ni Shy sa kanta. 

Jeremy's reaction was priceless, para siyang sinampal sa mukha para magising sa katotohanan. Yet I have to watch him, I've appointed myself as taga protekta ng relasyon nila JN at Dahly, alam ko para na akong masokista pero I can't let her end up with someone else... Malakas pakiramdam ko na sila talaga ang para sa isa't isa.

"Lumalalim na ag gabi, I guess you people will end up sleeping here prepared na ang dorm rooms" cheerful na sabi ni Dahls. 

"NO! don't want an accomodation na ganyan, ganun lang ba kaya ng pamilya mo Argen?" tanong ni Carmela.

"Carmela, this is Dahly's place it's up to her on how she wants to live her life, kahit sobrang yaman yan kaysa kay Bill Gates kuripot pa rin yan"  birong sabi ni Gen.

"It's not kuripot, it's being practical" pissed off na correction ni Dahly. 

"Fine! since you are our visitors and you demand a better accomodation, let's make do with this alternative then. Carmela you could stay in Argens room for the night..." nakasmirk na sabi ni Dahly.