Bound By Blood

Chapter 62

Bound by blood

Chapter 62

Daryl

I woke up and decided today is the day I'm going to take Carol's offer to stay with her until my memory comes back I still can't remember my family and it's driving me crazy, the things that Samantha is telling me makes no sense I swore I'd never fall in love again after Leah left me and others that have fallen in love all it ever ends up in is pain and suffering.

"Please Daryl don't do this. Don't leave I need you, the kids need you."

"You and I both know that's not true. They love their mommy I'm just dad if that to them."

"So you're just giving up are you?"

"I guess I am. The kids aren't going to miss me and you'll be okay you're great with the kids." Samantha starts crying that's all she's been doing when she thinks that I'm not looking. "Please don't cry this is for the best it's been over a week Samantha I'm never going to remember what we were like."

"But you're not even trying to remember. You're giving up, you walking away means you aren't no Dixon. Dixon's don't give up."

"I'm not but it's pointless it's never going to be the same ever again."

"Fine if you think that your family is pointless then just leave but know it's not just my heart that you'll be breaking. Quinn and Shawna are old enough to understand what is happening you not me should explain to them that daddy doesn't want to live here anymore."

"I'll talk to them later when I'm set up at Carol's, maybe I'll have them over one day and explain everything."

I picked up my bag and I saw that Shawna was there watching and she started to cry it's making me feel even worse. I'm probably as bad as my asshole father but I'm trying to be better. I'm struggling with the kids names what type of father forgets his kids names. I go to leave but decide to kiss Samantha on the cheek she turns and I landed on her lips. It was the first sign of affection that she's shown me, though with the kids she's always kissing and hugging them, I'm glad she's a good mom.

"Please don't leave."

"I have too. There's not a day goes by that I don't wish I hadn't hit my head. We'd be happy and I'd be able to love both you and the kids but I don't think I am able too."

"Okay Daryl this is so wrong but I hope it's for the best."

I walked to the door opened it and walked out leaving my so called family alone. I headed to Carol's but was stopped by Aaron.

"What you doing? You're not leaving Sam and the kids. That's so wrong you two love each other."

"At the moment I don't remember them. It's for the best they don't need someone around them that doesn't remember them."

"So you're going to be happy if she moves on?"

"No but I can't offer her anything."

"You're acting like a douchebag. Sam deserves better maybe you deserve to lose her to another man."

"I doubt she'll move on and who wants to look someone else's six kids."

"Carol should be ashamed of herself to be helping you she should've told you to get your ass back home and you stay there. You're being a selfish asshole. If you're still on the counsel there's a woman and her daughter that arrived today we need you to check her out. I've said my piece."

I went to Carol's and dropped my bag off and went to the cells, I opened the door and as soon as I did I heard a voice I didn't think I'd ever hear again.