The Save Rock and Roll Journal - A fall out boy / SRAR based journal

Book Three: Alone Together

II. "Alone Together."

27 February 2015, Friday @ 23:21

I am upset. So yes, I am venting in my journal. That's what a journal is there for right?

I have a situation where someone who was always a friend - well, not always, he and I had a thing but he wouldn't commit so I gave up - but has now come back into my life and he is desperately trying to show me that he is "The One."

But I am hesitant. I'm keeping him at a distance because of what my ex did to me. And funnily enough this guy hated my ex and always warned me that he'd be my undoing.

Now we're both alone. But kind of together. It's a trial run thing. And I'm looking desperately for faults or flaws, maybe because I don't believe someone would care for me for over a year and still want me, but I cannot find a thing to say I'm unhappy about.

I'm still confused but I don't want to let what could be an amazing guy slip through my fingers. Or maybe I'm just being selfish and relishing the attention. I dunno... Fml.