**This was written a while ago about someone no longer very present in my life **
He only pays attention when I'm acting horny or depressed
And I don't like feeling either, i must admit
But the way he looks at me when he's on sends shivers down my spine
So just this once I think I'll give myself to you
Close my eyes
Hold my breath
Sigh and say it's all okay
Just don't go away and I swear you'll get just what you want
Just don't leave me lonely and I'll let you have it all
Just don't go away and you can do whatever you want
You have my consent
My full consent
His hands are on my chest and I'm feeling a tinge of guilt
This wasn't what I wanted, not at all and I feel like breaking down
Then I see the way he looks at me and I'm okay
I'll give him all of me as long as he's happy
Close my eyes
Turn away and
Tense my body up real tight
Just don't go away and it's fine to feel like this
None of this means anything as long as I'm with you
Keep doing your thing as long as you're still touching me
Just don't go away and I'll push it back for you
You have my consent
All my consent
I'm not dumb
I know it's wrong
I just want you here with me
Stop don't turn away, are you done with me now?
You've had your fun and I'm just a toy to be cast aside
Tears stream down my face but I won't cry out loud
I wouldn't want to wake you up, after all
