At First Glance

#90

#90

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Issa Yu

Issa:

Thank you for your honesty, Onyx.

Nasaktan ako, aminin ko. Pero I deserved it. Na-realize kong sobrang kulit ko no'n and I pushed myself towards you kahit ayaw mo, obviously.

Pero bakit? Bakit naisipan mong sabihin sa akin lahat 'yun ngayon? Pwede naman na hindi mo sabihin, na nag-stay tayong ganu'n. Wala naman mag-iiba. What I don't know will not hurt me.

Onyx:

I just wanted to be honest. I do feel that your feelings were genuine. You went for what you wanted and that is commendable.

Issa:

Thank you.

If it's not too much to ask, will you be able to be my friend again, Onyx?

Hindi mo kasi ako sinagot kanina nu'ng tinanong ko 'yun. It must've been awkward after everything. Kaya siguro you decided to tell me na hindi ka talaga allergic sa manok at muted ang message thread ko.

Onyx:

I will.

Just like before.

Issa:

Do you promise that?

Onyx:

I do.

Issa:

Okay.

Thank you.

Hindi ko alam kung saan patungo 'tong desisyon ko na 'to. Lol! I think this was for the best. I was way over my head and feelings.

I hope someday, when I'm the best version of myself, may pag-asa na. For now, masaya ako kasi kaibigan kita. Hindi kita gagambalain masyado but I will still pester you with things I want to know about you. I missed my Kuya Onyx, pero I don't wanna miss knowing who you are today since pakiramdam ko kilala mo na ako sa lahat ng rants na nailapag ko sa messages.

Onyx:

Your decision caught me off guard. I have a lot of things to say... kaso naunahan mo ako. Fuck! |deleted

I respect your decision and I'll probably be better in fulfilling your requests. I missed you, too, Issa. Afterall.

I'll still be the older brother you adored before.

And more. |deleted

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