You Can Paint Me

Chapter 8

It has been a long day today and all I want right now, is to lie down on my bed and relax. It's already past 10 p.m. , so that's what I'm gonna do right now.

After coming home from the hangout, I didn't do much rather than take a bath and do my night routine. I was so drained out of energy by all the things happening lately, that I couldn't even focus to do a proper sketch.

Which is very unusual for me, considering that I draw whenever I have free time.

Taking slow and heavy steps, I entered my bedroom, walked towards my bed and let my body sink in the soft mattress. A satisfied sigh escaped my lips as I closed my eyes to take in the sweet smell of freshly washed bedsheets.

This, is the best time of my day.

Just plopping down to rest on my bed, like a starfish that stretches itself on the sand.

This feeling is priceless.

I shifted and turned to lay on my back, while my head faced the ceiling.

Sigh.

I have so many things on my mind. So many things that worry me, but it seems that I can do nothing about it.

And I'm talking about my best friends' love life here.

For instance, Ava.

I do understand what attracted her to like Seungmin, but him on the other hand, doesn't seem to acknowledge her as much.

I'm not saying that he is not a good person. Becaude he is a great guy. One of the best guy friends I've ever made and I've ever met, that is. He is super cute and caring for everyone.
But it's just that... he doesn't seem to be into Ava. And the hard part is, that I don't know how to say that to her. Because apparently, she still hopes that something might happen.

But I also think, that Seungmin might believe that he is friendzoned by her and he doesn't even want to try...? Just because he is such a sweet and shy guy, he may think that he doesn't have a chance with her.

Ugh! It's so confusing and frustrating at the same time.
I can't clear out what's happening with those too! What am I suppose to do? I mean, do I ship them or not?
I don't knowww.
Of course it would be very nice if they were together, but that's not up to me to decide.
They should be the ones to decide that. But firstly, they should clear out their feelings, before anything else.

And coming to Mia now.

What Felix said earlier, really made me concerned.

As if I wasn't worried enough already with Mia's 'Minho syndrome'.

I mean, what if Jisung indeed likes Mia and she's the reason he comes along everywhere we go?

At first I didn't want to put much thought into to it, but... I seem to be failing miserably to do that right now.
Because, let me tell you. Love triangles is a bad, veeery bad thing. Especially when your close friends are involved.

And to think that Mia has eyes only for Minho, meaning that she will never notice Jisung.
And then, what will happen to poor Jisung? He will get his heart broken and I don't want that to happen.
I have known him for years now and he is a great friend of mine, so I certainly don't want anything bad to happen to him.

Maybe I should give him a piece of advice?

Because, unfortunately, I don't know how Minho feels.
And I also want to protect my best friend and prevent her from getting hurt by him.

But, I also don't want to lead Jisung on, and let him believe he has a chance with her. Because that would lead to more people getting hurt in the process.
So maybe, I should, somehow, prepare him for a rejection...?

For potatoes' sake, why is everyone in love lately?

...

And Hyunjin... I haven't seen him much lately...
And I kind of...not miss him?

Wait, say what now?

That is weird.
Because, Hyunjin is the representation of an angel, falling down to earth and blessing us with his face and his talent!
And what a talent!
I mean, look at the portrait that he draws! That...

...

Chris...

I mean... He looks better on the canvas.
Hyunjin DEFINITELY gave him abs that this guy doesn't have.

And let's not forget that- WAIT.

Why am I even thinking about Chris?

I aggressively stood up from the laying position I was previously  and sat on my butt, while shaking my head.

Why is this mother...trucker not talking to me?

This is really awkward!

And it bothered the heck out of me, but I didn't want to admit it for two weeks!
But it's only because I'm friends with all the group! And now this guy doesn't even want to talk to me! And, and...Ugh!

I completely stood up from the bed this time and started pacing back and forth in my room like some maniac. Eyebrows frowned, hair messy from pulling them too aggressively and basically, my whole body was fuming with rage.

What's his problem anyway?!

I'm gonna text Felix.

About what though?

'Hey, Chris doesn't talk to me. And I think, I might have went overboard with what I told him two weeks ago, even though I thought it was a funny thing to say, but I think he received it as an offense. Maybe it's his pet peeve..? And I don't really know how comfortable are people with their pet peeves. I mean, I know that I'm arachnophobic, and my cousins would make fun of me and call me 'spider wet-pants', because I would always pee myself when I would see one. And I still don't like it when they remind me of that, till this day, even though it is now a family joke. But still, it triggers me. And this guy-'

Okay wait.

Olivia.

Liv, girl.

What are you doing?

Please calm your horses.

Why the heck do you even care?

He was annoying the living poop out of you the WHOLE time he was around.
Why do you even feel sorry about this mother-forking guy?

HE was the one that started it, not you.
It. Is. Not. your fault that he is now not talking to you. He is just being an arrogant Donald ducking duck.

LET ALONE that you haven't eaten strawberry shortcake for almost a freaking month because of him! What an abjection!

Sigh.

...

I kinda want strawberry shortcake now...

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A/N: That's a smaller chapter compared to the rest, I know -_-

But I didn't want to make it too tiring, because as we all understood, our girl Olivia was having a night rant with herself.

Hope u guys enjoyed it in the slightest bit tho >_<

Take care. Love u all!

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