★He Actually Is - Tubbo

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Warning this chapter may contain inappropriate language and mature content.

Channel(s) - Tubbo and TommyInnit

No ship just Tubbo and Tommy best friendship.

Shy boy Tubbo

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Tubbo's pov

"Someone said.. Tubbo seems like the type of friend that is afraid to ask their friends parents for food or a drink" Tommy exclaims before laughing and I get very flustered. "You are though! You actually are!" He exclaims and I cover my face with my hands.

"It's embarrassing.." I whine softly and he laughs playfully.

"At his it's different but when he's here, Tubbo is so quiet around my parents!" Tommy exclaims and I look down at my lap in embarrassment. "You'll only eat and drink when I am and God forbid you leave to use the bathroom whilst my parents are in a room near by" Tommy teases and I whine.

"Stop! It makes me feel all awkward and shy!" I exclaim softly and Tommy hugs me slightly.

"Don't be so shy, my parents couldn't give a fuck Tubso" Tommy says playfully. "Honestly, my mother is worried you don't eat enough because you never ask for anything!" Tommy says and I worry.

"Ah sorry! I made motherinnit worried!" I exclaim and Tommy sighs softly.

"Tubbo, my mum wants you to eat what you like, when you like and do what you like when you're here, as long as you don't break any of the rules then you're cool!" Tommy exclaims and I shyly nod.

"Okay.." I say with a slow nod.

"Right, good, back to the stream!" Tommy exclaims, turning back to the stream as I sit contemplating what was just said.

Tommy's pov

I go back to reading donations before glancing over my shoulder to look to Tubbo.

"You're doing it again man, just go use the bathroom!" I exclaim, using a softer tone than usual.

"Didn't actually know I had to go, sorry.." Tubbo mumbles and I huff.

"Stop apologizing you big softie!" I exclaim and he pouts. "I'm pretty sure both my parents are upstairs, go use the downstairs if your feeling shy" I say softly and he nods, getting up and slipping out a small crack in my bedroom door.

I wait for the foot steps to settle down as he reaches the bottom of the stairs. I then go back to reading donations before my dad calls for me.

"Tommy! Your friends having a panic attack!" My father yells from downstairs and my eyes widen.

"He's what!?" I yell, throwing my headphones off from my head and rushing out of the room, slamming my door behind me.

I find Tubbo sat in the bottom step with my dad knelt down in front of him, trying to help Tubbo even out his breathing.

"Tubbo.. hey, I need you to calm down for me" I say softly, calmly placing a hand on his back after speaking do I don't frighten him. "Just focus okay, give me three things you see?" I ask softly.

"Th-the fl-floor..you-your dad.. and.. and you" he says shakily.

"Okay, three things you can hear?" I ask softly and he nods, breathing calming down by a bit.

"The clock.. and.. the tap.. in the bathroom, it drips.. and the TV.. your dad was watching Holby city" Tubbo says with s nod and I gently rub his back.

"Good.. do you remember what you were doing?" I ask softly and he hums.

"I was coming downstairs.. to use the bathroom.. because it's more private.. and I bumped in to your dad.. it made me anxious and I've been off my medication so it got bad fast" Tubbo says, swallowing every now and then.

"Good, you okay to go use the bathroom now?" I ask softly and he nods as he uses my thigh to help himself stand.

He goes in to the bathroom and I let out a stressed sigh. My dad offers a soft smile as he pets the top of my head.

"You did great, I'm proud" he says softly before going up the stairs. I go to the kitchen and grab a coke from the fridge. I earned this drink.

About thirty seconds later, Tubbo comes wondering in and smiles and as he spots me.

"Can we return to streaming now?" He asks and I nod.

"Do you want anything whislt we're down here?" I ask and he shrugs.

"Can I have some squash?" He asks, running his fingers through his hair.

"Sure, just pick a flavour and I'll put some water in a glass" I say softly and Tubbo nods, going to the cupboard he's seen me go in to plenty of times whilst he's been here the past three days, mainly because I've been making his drinks as he watches.

Once he's done making his drink, we head back up to the stream that's been sat idle for a good seven or eight minutes.

"Right lady's, gents and my lovely theys, or anything in between! Me and Tubbo are back now!" I exclaim, taking a seat in my chair as Tubbo slowly shuts the door behind us and sits on his stool.

"Guys, sorry for being gone so long!" Tubbo exclaims softly, sipping his juice before putting it somewhere he's least likely to spill it.

The chat blows up with people asking if Tubbo is okay.

"Guys, I'm fine! I just got overwhelmed with my anxiety.. it's nothing big okay!" He exclaims softly, Tubbo has been quite open with his fans about his anxiety and how he copes with that.

"Yeah, Tubbo is fine now so shall we get back to what we were doing?" I ask softly and he nods, so we return back to the main reason for this stream.

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Word count - 982

Hello cubs, I hope you enjoyed this one shot. Feel free to leave any requests in the comments and have a wonderful day! <3

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