Dream SMP ~«One Shots»~

★You Sure Man? - Tubboo

Warning this chapter may contain inappropriate language and mature content.

CW - self harm, depression, suicidal thoughts

Channel(s) - Tubbo, Ranboo

Platonic Tubboo ship, Ranboo looking out for his friend.

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Ranboo's pov

I laugh, eyes trailing across the screen as we watch the movie Jack Manifold stars in.

"I wanna die.." Tubbo mumbles out, his eyes half lidded and heavy looking as he leans against himself and the couch.

"What..?" I ask softly, bringing my attention to him as worry fills my veins.

"How do I wanna die?" Tubbo then says, blinking and seeming to wake up more but becoming quite nervous. "Happy" he then says, looking me directly in the eyes but I can see in them that he messed up and let something slip and now he's regretting it.

"You okay man?" I ask softly and he nods.

"I'm fine.. I was just thinking about it" he says, blinking slowly and my heart sinks.

"You s-sure..?" I ask softly and he hums.

"Yeah, I'm good" he says and my heart feels shaky.

"We can talk if you need to" I say softly and he nods.

"I know" he says, going back to the movie.

"We're gonna have a talk after the stream is over" I say softly and Tubbo looks down at his lap before nodding and going back to the movie.

I keep an eye on Tubbo for the rest of the stream, overanalyzing his posture and body movements. I think he ment it.. when he said he want to die.. and that's worrisome.

<Later>

"Well chat, that's all for this stream.. I'm ending it since Tubbo has fallen asleep.. I'll wake him shortly, don't worry, just so he can change and be more comfortable also take himself up to bed but yeah. The movie was great, I really enjoyed it and I hope those of you who watched it, did too!" I exclaim, a whole lot softer than usual since Tubbo is literally sleeping right besides me and I don't really wanna wake him.

I end stream, closing up twitch and everything before gently waking Tubbo. He stirs, groaning in annoyance as he rolls over on the couch and falls so he's flat on it but waking himself entirely in the process.

"Hey sleepy head.. I just thought you'd wanna change and move to bed for tonight" I say softly, having removed that mask and glasses since stream is over and I think it would be less frightening to a half asleep Tubbo to see my face instead of a tall guy with a mask and glasses on.

"Mmm.." Tubbo hums tiredly as he starts to get himself up. I set up to go to bed as Tubbo changes and uses the restroom. Once he's done with all that, he kinda just flops down on to my bed and falls asleep.

I notice once I leave the restroom. I don't wanna wake him again so I have three options. Take his nicer bed, move him to his nicer bed or sleep on the couch.

Now, Tubbo can be quite a heavy sleeper and he's easy to carry so I think moving him to his bed and sleeping in mine is the best bet, even though I could sleep in a ten times comfier bed tonight, it's nicer to let Tubbo have his own bed even if he is already fast asleep.