Warning this chapter may contain inappropriate language and mature content.
CW - mentions menstruation
Channel(s) - Tommy, Tubbo, Ranboo, Jack, Niki
This was the request, I hope you all enjoy. Ftm Ranboo btw.
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Ranboo's pov
I force a laugh, holding the camera out to Tommy as we walk around London. We're filming a few little bits for a Tom Simons vlog.
"You don't look to great boss man" Tubbo says softly and I hum.
"I've got a bad stomach ache.." I mumble with a pout and he sympathetically pouts back, leaning on me to stay close.
"We'll go in to the shopping centre and you can go try using the toilet, alright?" Tubbo asks and I hum.
I've had the discomforting aching pain in my abdomen since last night. It may just be bad constipation from all the unhealthy foods I've been eating with everyone.
We continue to walk, filming Tommy and his chaos as Niki and Jack laugh along with him. Soon enough we reach the mall, everyone goes off to film but joy before telling us to meet them outside of game stop.
Me, Tubbo and Niki stop at the toilets, letting Jack and Tommy go off to continue some vlogging with out us. I use the disabled toilet, looking down as I grunt in pain. Then I notice something.. a little dark but shiny stain on the inside bit of my boxers.
I grab some tissue, wiping it off and feeling my heart skip a beat as the substance comes up red. Of course! My first period!
Why didn't I think about it before, the cramping stomach pain but not being able to actually go, the nausea and dizziness. I'm so screwed. I've never got my period before, what am I supposed to do!?
I don't have anything to like.. clog it up? Is that the right term, I honestly don't know. My mum spoke to me about this when I was twelve! Right after I came out as trans. She said it was important for me to know still. Now I'm fifteen, sat in a British disable toilet and I have no clue what I need to do.
I quickly clean myself up, running a hand through my quickly growing hair before pulling my clothing back up. There's not much I can do.
I quickly flush as I watch the red liquid, that had completely coloured the water, drain away and get replaced with clear and colourless water in the bowl.
I wash my hands, heart beating in my ears.. I'm gonna have to ask Niki. She's they only one who'll know how to help me.
I slowly unlock the door, stepping out into the quiet bathroom area. Quite surprising for a shopping mall. I spot Niki and Tubbo waiting for me against a wall. Tubbo speaks up as I approach them.
"All good boss man?" Tubbo asks, a smile immediately falling in to place on his lips.
"Ermm.. I-.." I stutter out, feeling my heart rate spike more.
"Did you get sick?" Tubbo asks, small fading away quickly and being replaced with worry.
"No.. I think I got my period.." I whisper out, fear lacing my tone and Niki smiles.
"That would explain a lot.. do you have any pads or tampons?" She asks softly and I rub my neck.
"Actually.. this is my first one, I'm not actually sure what I'm supposed to do" I mumble out, feeling my cheeks burn in embarrassment.
"I've got a pad you can use, do you know where to put it?" Niki asks softly, going to reach for her bag.
"Not a clue honestly.. I only remember vaguely that ibuprofen helps with cramps.." I say softly and she giggles.
"Alright, do you mind if I either come in or stand outside.. I can talk you through it?" Niki offers and I nod with a heavy huff.
"That.. would be nice, thank you Niki" I say softly and she nods with a smile.
"We'll be just a minute Tubbo" Niki says softly before we start walking towards the disabled toilet once more. "This is big you know, your first one is always big" Niki says softly, smiling warmly to me and I shrug.
"Just reminds me that I'm a fucking girl.. no matter what I try to change, I'm still a girl underneath it all" I mumble out, shrugging sadly as we enter the toilet once more and the door gets locked behind us by Niki.
"It's.. your.. not a girl Ranboo.. you're a boy. You were born in the wrong body and that sucks.. I'm sorry about that but this is just a hurdle on the route to your future" Niki says softly as she goes in to her bag.
Soon enough she hands me this small wrapped square? Rectangle? I'm not sure honestly. It's a four sided shape at that.
She soon talks me through putting it in my underwear and that's about it. She does tell me that when I go to change it, the best way to dispose of it is to roll it up and put it back in the outside wrapper before binning it. It's slightly more hygienic I think.
Once that's all done, we go to find Tommy and Jack. We get back in to the vlog, Niki haven given me some ibuprofen for the cramps. On our way back, Niki gives me advice on picking out pads. Tubbo and I stop by Tesco's as we head home, getting a few different pad brands before heading back to the Tubbo household.
"How was it?" Lani asks as she comes and sits on the sofa in her fluffy winter pajamas. A pillow going on to her lap as she tucks her hair behind her ears, waiting to hear about our trip.
"It was good.. we had a lot of fun just walking around London and messing about" Tubbo says softly and I groan, curling up more into myself.
"I started my first ever period.." I complain and she hums in a soft tone.
"That sucks, dysphoria must be kicking your ass right?" Lani asks and I hum. "Let's make hot chocolate and we can watch your comfort show? Sound good and distracting?" Lani asks softly and I nod, looking up with a soft smile.
"Sounds good, thank you Lani" I say softly and she nods with a smile.
Tubbo's entire family is just so nice.
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Word count - 1093
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