Dream SMP ~«One Shots»~

★Anxious - Karlnap

Warning this chapter may contain inappropriate language and mature content.

Tw - anxiety attack

Channel(s) - Sapnap, Karl, MrBeast (Jimmy), Chandler and Chris

Shy Sapnap. He's cute boi, so is Karl and all the others :)

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Karl's pov

I feel a hand gently rest in the top of my thigh as we continue on with the rap battles on Jackbox. I look down slightly and notice it's Sapnap's. I smile to him softly and he smiles back before we both turn back to the main game.

When the game comes to an end, Sapnap reaches forward and places his phone on the table.

"I'm gonna go use the bathroom" he says softly and I nod, patting his thigh softly.

So Sapnap leaves and we begin to load up the next game, stopping for a quick drink and snack break whilst we wait for Sapnap to get his business done and come back.

When six or so minutes pass of us just entertaining chat, I begin to worry. I know he's not lost or anything since it's my house.

"Where's your little mate gotten to?" Chandler asks and I roll my eyes.

"He's probably taking a dump or something" Chris says and I shake my head.

"No, he went like three times before you guys even got here, he nervous poops.. it's cute though, seeing him all nervous" I say with a soft laugh.

"You and him have a weird relationship, sorry not sorry" Jimmy says and I look up at him for a moment.

"Knowing Sapnap he probably went to his room to get something and fell asleep or something" I say and the others shrug.

We give him a few minutes but when it reaches the fifteen minute mark, I decide we're all gonna go through my house to find him.

"C'mon Walt, we're going on an adventure to find Sapnap" I say and he nods, picking the wireless camera up.

We leave the room, the guys following behind me with their phones or snacks in hand. We check the bathroom, kitchen and my room first, even outside before going to the guest room that Sapnap is staying in.

I open the door and look around, hearing a heavy breath out followed by a sniffle and a cough.

"Sappy..?" I call softly, looking around and finding him sat with his back against the bed. His hands over his ears and chest rising and falling like he's just ran a race of some sort.

I turn to the others and they look confused but unfortunately for Sapnap, I know what this is and it's a suckish time to get it.

"Hey bubs, I'm right here okay. It's Karl yeah, I'm right besides you" I say softly, going over and kneeling in front of him. "Can I touch you or no?" K ask softly and he lets or a soft cry as he curls in to himself more. That's definitely a no.

"I-I.. wanna go home.." Sapnap cries out breathlessly, tears running down his cheeks.

"Hey, shhh.. okay, do you want Dream? I can call him" I say softly and he shakes his head.

"I-I.. fff-feel...scared.." Sapnap stutters out with snotty sniffles.

"I know, I know. I need you to focus on things in this room. Can you do that? Can you list three things you see for me?" I ask softly and he nods, taking a quick glance around the room.

"You.. and.. the bed.. and the lamp.." Sapnap says with heavy breaths in between each thing.

"Good, good, now list me three things you hear?" I ask softly and he nods.

"Your voice.. the others talking.. outside of here.. and.. the.. soft footsteps down the hall" Sapnap says softly, beginning to calm down as he's no longer focusing on the root of his panic attack.

"Okay bud, last thing for me. Three things you can feel?" I ask softly and he gently touches around.

"You're fluffy hair, the soft carpet and the silk bed sheets.. you have nice bed sheets" Sapnap says, smiling fondly and I gently, kissing his temples.

"You okay now?" I ask softly and he nods. "How long did you deal with this alone?" I ask softly and he shrugs.

"Not long, I finished using the bathroom and then I overheard your friends talking and got stupidly anxious and had a panic attack so I came in here" Sapnap says softly, running a hand over his head.

"You know they weren't saying anything bad, just getting to know you a bit more" I say softly and he hums tiredly. "You okay to continue or do you want to end stream?" I ask softly and he shrugs.

"I don't mind.. I can come back" he says and I nod my head, helping him up and heading back to where we're streaming from.

So we head back in, Sapnap grabbing a fruit shoot, he's a little child internally so I brought them just for him.

"You alright mate?" Chris asks as soon as we enter.

"Mhm" Sapnap hums as he downs the drink and sits on the sofa, allowing me to sit in his lap.

"So.. what happened?" Chandler asks and I shoot him a glare.

"It was a panic attack, I had to move in with Dream because living alone was too overwhelming and I had many of them.. that one was a one off, I usually get them when I'm left alone, alone" Sapnap says softly and the others nod.

"Do you want to call Dream before we get back to playing?" I ask softly and Sapnap shakes his head.

"No, I'll tell him after otherwise he'll worry and want to stay on call till I go to bed" he says and I nod slowly.

"Alright, you okay to join back in?" I then ask and he hums.

"I'm fine, it could have been worse honestly, I'm fine now" Sapnap says and I look to the guys. They shrug and nod, getting up and grabbing my phone to resume to the stream. I make sure to face at Sapnap every now and then to make sure he's definitely okay.

We saw my friends out after stream and called Dream together once they've gone.

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Word count - 1068

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