Dream SMP ~«One Shots»~

★I'm Sorry..! - Tubbo

Warning this chapter may contain inappropriate language and mature content.

CW - panic attack, break down

Channel(s) - Tubbo, Ranboo, TommyInnit, Wisp, Joey

This is based off the pride MCC, enjoy! <3

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Tommy's pov

"Tubbo! Be more invested man, bring up the energy!" I yell, getting fed up with silent Tubbo. Normally he's really loud and over analysis everything but today he's been oddly quiet.

"I'm sorry!" Tubbo exclaims, trying to get his head in to the game but he soon mutes up again.

We play the round, being ignored by Tubbo the entire time. I'm trying not to just get full mad but he's not even communicating with us as a team.

"Tubbo! I need you to spectate!" Wisp yells and Tubbo unmutes.

"I was!" Tubbo yells. We go back to playing, getting in to the next round, then we find out that Wilbur's fire alarm is going off so we have a break. We talk tactics but eventually we have to get back to playing just pink having one less player.

We win the game still, Tubbo going silent on us and I just doesn't seem to be able to contain my rage.

I go on a yelling rampage, it's not my fault.. I was hangry. But Tubbo doesn't deserve to be yelled at at the same time.

"I-I'm sorry.. my anxiety is really bad today, I'm really sorry please don't be mad Tommy" Tubbo says shakily and my heart just drops.

"I didn't mean to yell at you Tubbo.." I say softly and he sniffles, his coughs and sniffles sounding muffled.

"Hey, shhh.. you're okay Tubbo.. just breathe.. listen to my heart and breathe" Ranboo says softly, muffled sobs meeting our ears and I just feel horrible. I cased this, this is my mess.

"I-I.. am so sorry.." I stutter out in shock.

"Scott! We need to time out, medical emergency!" Wisp and Joey spam in the chat over and over.

"Why what's happening?" Scott types backs in chat.

"Umm.. I'm not sure we can say" Wisp says in chat and Scott seems hesitant to pause again.

"Unless it's a valid reason then we can't pause, sorry guys!" Scott types back and Wisp sighs.

"Right.. one member is having a bad panic attack okay, we need to pause and get them calm!" Wisp types profusely and Scott seems to see that as a valid reason.

"Alright, we'll put another pause but tell us once they're good" Scott types back.

"Holy hell-! I hope they're okay!" Someone says in chat and everyone begins to be really supportive about it.

"You gonna vom bud?" Ranboo asks softly before there's a sniffle and shuffling. "Here, let me move this back okay" Ranboo then says as the sound of a plastic bag crinkling meets our ears.

Gagging and coughing meets our ears from Tubbo's side and I just feel rubbish, I shouldn't have yelled at him even if I was mad. I should have taken some deep breaths and cooled off.

"You're okay, just breathe steadily through your nose" Ranboo says softly and Tubbo coughs, sniffling. "Do you want your mum? Or dad? I can go get them for you?" Ranboo offers and Tubbo whimpers.

"Please.." he says shakily and Ranboo soon leaves the room, heard by the door opening and shutting.

How am I gonna make it up to him man?

Ranboo's pov

"Mrs.. sir, Tubbo needs you.. he's kinda throwing up and he's really distressed by it" I say softly, trying to keep my anxiety hidden as I talk with Tubbo's parents.

"Was it caused by a panic attack?" His mum asks and I nod.

"Yeah, he was feeling very anxious and kept muting up on Tommy and you know how he is and so.. he kinda started having a panic attack and dinner hadn't quite settled in his stomach so it's coming back out.." I say, fidgeting with my picked and bitten down nails.

"Alright, can you go back out to him.. I'll be in, in a few seconds I just need to go get his comfort bee from upstairs" Mrs Tubbo says and I nod.

"Okay ma'am" I say respectfully before walking back and going back to Tubbo. He's stopped throwing up by now but his hands are still super shaky and his breaths are still quite wheezy.

"Tubbo, I'm back.. you're mum's coming in soon, she just went to get your bee" I say softly, going over to him. "Am I okay to touch you?" I ask softly and he nods, rubbing his chest.

I gently rubs Tubbo's back, waiting for his mum to come in and take over so I can go off to the bathroom and steady myself out, hopefully it won't result in my own panic attack.

I lean over the sink, running the cold tap and gently rubbing water over my face. After a few minutes of just breathing in through my nose and out through my mouth, I hear a knock at the door.

"Ranboo.. you okay?" Tubbo asks in a shaky voice and I turn the tap off, grabbing a towel to wipe my face off.

"I'm fine" I say softly, opening the door to be face to face with Tubbo.

I grip the wood with one hand to hide it's shaking as well as hiding the other behind my back.

"You sure?" He asks and I nod. We return back to the MCC game, me sitting with my knee bouncing as I watch Tubbo play. He seems to feel more content and joins in with everyone more.

"I'm gonna get a drink" I say softly, putting my phone down and getting up.

I go in to the kitchen, grabbing a J2O from the fridge and cracking it open. It's orange flavoured. I go back to Tubbo shortly after, sipping at it but when I place it down in the desk, Tubbo picks it back up and has a mouthful from it.

"Rude.." I mutter playfully and he laughs with a wide smile.

"You sure you're okay?" He asks and I hum.

"Just.. a little on edge I guess" I mumble softly and he hums, gently running a hand through my hair.

"If you need to go and sit where it's quiet, have some alone time you can" Tubbo says softly and I hum.

"I might do.. my head's all over the place and fuzzy" l mumble softly and he hums.

"Just tap twice when you need to leave" he says softly and I nod before taking my drink back and sipping it.

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Word count - 1117

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