FOREVER TOGETHER [PJM]

CHAPTER 36

Before we say goodbye, let go
But I'm lost in the maze of my heart
From stereo to mono
That's how the path splits

If my fate is to disappear like this, then this is my last letter
Penned words, written then erased
Feelings for you, so many to let go
Unpuzzle my lego
At a level where it can't reach to its original shape
So be it don't cry
Imma let you go and fly

Hectic days, keeping myself busy
Distraction filled schedule
But I won't forget
Burned into the back of my mind like a tattoo
We can't return to those days
If I could, I'd call your name
No...but I'll accept your blame
It really is time to say goodbye

Before we say goodbye, let go
But I'm lost in the maze of my heart
From stereo to mono
That's how the path splits
It continues

In order to release your hand right now
I gotta let you know, that I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
But I can't run
I'm ready to let go
I'm ready to let go
I'm ready to let go

What have you been up to lately?
Who are you thinking of so far away?
Life without you is really unbelievable
But even so I still gotta go
To the person I loved too much
To the red thread that got too entangled in itself
I couldn't reach you, so I'll walk a separate path
For that reason I'll say goodbye

At first every day is like that
Beyond the tears hidden in the rain
I'll wait for you, let's start over
So that in the future
I can meet you again with a smile

In order to release your hand right now
I gotta let you know, that I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
But I can't run
I'm ready to let go
I'm ready to let go
I'm ready to let go

The color of the sky we saw together
The scent of the path we walked down together
Don't forget them

In order to release your hand right now
I gotta let you know, that I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
But I can't run
I'm ready to let go
I'm ready to let go
I'm ready to let go

- Let go by BTS
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JIEUN P.O.V

"Why does the minutes in the clock have to move this fast?"

Every day that I open my eyes to the morning sun rays kissing my skin, that's the first thought that crosses my mind.

Days pass by in the blink of an eye and I keep growing weaker and weaker. Just by walking a couple times up and down the house I get exhausted. There's practically nothing I can do other than sleeping.

The more I feel weak the more anxious I get 'cause I know that my days are about to end.

And so is Jimin.

He tries his best to give me a smile everyday and cheer me up but I know he is scared as well. Scared of the ugly truth that no matter how bad he wants to deny, he can't.

There were countless times I caught him crying alone at night but I had no guts to console him.

Because I too was crying.

Most of the time Jimin tried to stay at home with me rather than going to work. I'm aware that he has talked about my situation with his band mates and the higher-ups, but still...I wonder if they are really okay with Jimin taking this much of time off from work.