FOREVER TOGETHER [PJM]

CHAPTER 20

Unable to win over my heart of sorrow
I endure yet another dark night of sleeplessness
Without a care about my despair
The morning heartlessly wakes me up

The scars hurt more than I expected
The pain goes deeper than I expected
The countless nights I spend resenting you
Are like hell to me

Stay by my side, stay with me
Don't let go of my hand you hold
If you take one step away
I can take one step closer

Thousands of times a day
My thoughts come back to you
All the cruel words you said to me
That icy look, those cold expression

You were such a pretty person
You were such a pretty person
Don't do this to me
You know me well

Oh girl
Those words you said lightly at the time
Made light our relationship in the end
I didn't know familiarity was the scariest thing
I didn't know your heart, until our end full of regrets
By the day, your empty spot grows bigger
Oh shit
Even if we water our flower bed that was once beautiful
Only our memories remain in full bloom
Only the scent of longing wafts out
If I can just see you again
I want to show you my everything
I'll hug you and hold you tight
So you can read my beating heart
For real, for real
Until this truth rests in your embrace

Just hug me, please hug me
Just run to me without a word
With a lonely and anxious heart
Like this I wait for you
I love you, I love you
I'll shout out from this long silence
My foolish and weak heart

- Hug Me (Cover) by BTS V & J-HOPE

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JIMIN P.O.V

Dejected, I dragged my feet back towards my house. Million things were running inside my head and I hate the fact that my mouth worked faster than my brain.

Placing the umbrella next to the door, I walked inside with my wet shoes on.

"Hey Jimin, where did you go? Where's Jieun?"

Peeping over my shoulder Taehyung asked while looking at the doorway.

"Please leave Taehyung."

Passing him I said.

"Bro, is everything okay?"

Concern was clearly written in his voice. He tried to reach me but I wasn't in the right mind to welcome his gesture.

"I said leave Taehyung!!"

Turning around I lashed out at him.

"Whoa! Chill bro."

Raising his hands in the air, he said.

".... I'll be leaving then."

Grabbing his coat Taehyung walked over to the door. I heard the door knob turning but I didn't dare to look in his way.

".... Jimin, just...if there's anything you want to talk, know that I'm always there for you."

Saying thus Taehyung left the house.

Heaving a deep sigh I took a seat on the flight of stairs and clutched my hair tight from both my hands.

"Aish seriously Jimin! Why did you have to talk so low about her? How could you dare to talk about her like that?! For god's sake, she is your girlfriend!!"