Warning contains mentions of things like suicide, depression, and self-harm. Read at your own discretion. ( I do not promote any of these stay safe <3 )
The sun welcomed you for another day with the living. You got up and looked at your wrists, during the night you woke up and had an anxiety attack. You thought about how you didn't deserve anything and everything was going too easy for you right now. You had gone to the bathroom to punish and calm yourself. It took a while and a lot of cuts before it worked, more than before. This time you were careful not to go too deep but you went too close to your hand.
You had another shift today and the hoodie wasn't safe to hide them. You took a white turtle neck and wore it under a black crew neck with black leggings. The women who hired you told you that since you worked in the kitchen you didn't have any dress code, you just had to wear public-friendly clothes basically don't go to work dressed sexy.
Because of your small "accident" of the night you didn't wake up early, it was now 8, and just like yesterday your phone rang meaning you receive a text.
SCHOOL TEAM PROJECT
Eren: And gooooood morning it is me!
Levi: Looks like the god of misfortune is with me again.
Eren: Ha Ha Ha anywayyyy (y/n) are you free today?
You:
No sorry, it's the same I officially got the job so I work today again.
Levi: Good job.
Eren: AWw congrats but that means we can't see each other 😭
Levi: Eren she has a life so calm down
You:
No, it's not that I really have a job
Eren: Oh I know when do you finish we'll come to join you and we can hang out after
You:
No it's not necessary I don't wanna bother you can just hang out with your actual friends don't worry
Levi: Stop making excuses we proposed so you're not a bother now just give us the info.
You:
8 pm at Poisson Rouge
Eren: YES! Finally hehe don't worry I won't come to annoy you. OKIDOKIE see you at the end of your shift have fun!
*Eren left the chat*
Levi: See ya
*Levi left the chat*
" What just happened 0_0" You let yourself fall back on the bed. ' Did I just get bribed into giving my workplace and time I finish so they can come to pass time with me?'
Your second day of work went by quickly it was fun but your shift was coming to an end and anxiety struck you. You were stressed but could nothing about it except hoping they would cancel it.
You took off your apron, said your goodbyes, took your bad, and went to the dining side of the restaurant. As soon as you got out Eren waved at you so you would spot them and come over. You went to the both of them and they got up to leave.
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Save me - LevixReader (modern AU)
FanfictionA random short story about a depressed/suicidal girl (reader) meeting Levi after getting kicked out by her parents. Helloa it is me! So the part 2 of this story is on hold as I don't know what to write next sorryyy ( part one end at chap 19 :)) I do...
