Save me - LevixReader (modern AU)

P2 Twenty - Reason to live

Warning contains mentions of things like suicide, depression, and self-harm. Read at your own discretion. ( I do not promote any of these stay safe <3 )

" I love you too,"

His head who was resting on your back slightly flinched and there was a silence.

He moved his head to your neck and snuggled in it making you smile a bit as his cold nose touched your neck.

" Promise me you won't try to- try that again." He softly said, his voice was now calm but still had a hint of pain and you clearly noticed the way he couldn't bring himself to say 'kill yourself'.

" I won't,"

" Clearly,"

" I promise I won't try to kill myself as long as you're with me." You felt like the last part was maybe a bit too much but it was true. Right now he is the only reason why you're alive and why you will be tomorrow. If he leaves nothing will be there to hold you back.

Once again you could feel he was uncomfortable when you mentioned 'it' but that's what he asked.

" Thank you..." Was his only answer before hugging you even more tightly.

The Levi. The emotionless king. The one who never showed emotions. That Levi was hugging your for dear life trying to save yours and had confessed his love. He was being so vulnerable you had never seen him like that and it made your heartache. You felt like you broke him but realized you had broken down his walls. He had always been like that deep down but was hiding it.

" Let's go back now, it's late and getting cold." He calmly told you breaking the hug. As soon as he did you missed his warmth and shivered from the cold wind. You hadn't noticed it before but it was now late and cold but you were only wearing leggings and a thin crewneck.

He looked at you and took off his coat. You looked at him confused but then he pulled it around you and wrapped you in it.

You looked over at him as he was now helping you put your arms in the holes and only saw care in his eyes while doing so. You slightly smile and for once in a while, well except for the party, it was real.

He got up and landed you a hand which you shyly took.

Once you were up he didn't let go of your hand and he intertwined his fingers with yours. His hand was slightly calloused but still soft and hot.

You both walked the way back in silence but it wasn't uncomfortable. You both had a lot to think about and it was okay.

You didn't know what to think of everything.

You had just admitted you loved him and he loved you.

Would you date now?

What would people do now?

It had never happened to you and since you never really made friends it never happened near you.

But most importantly, doubts. You were doubting. Were you really worth it for him? You were broken and didn't have any purpose. Why should someone like him be with you? Wouldn't you just make him lose his time? Doubts, doubts, and more doubts it was a never-ending process of you creating more and more doubts one after the other, until,

You both reached your studio.

He stopped making you pop out of your head. What you assumed to be his car was in the front parking. You deduced he somehow found where you lived a bit before.

You both walked up the few steps then went to your door. Without letting go of your hand he bent down to take the key under your carpet.

' I guess he already went in... I don't mind but how did he even- eh it wasn't really well hidden and he's smart.'