ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ (ᴛᴏᴅᴏᴅᴇᴋᴜ)

ʍǝıΛ ɟo ʇuıoԀ ɹno⅄

You know me better than I do
Can't seem to keep nothing from you
How you touch my soul from the outside?
Permeate my ego and my pride
I wanna love me (ooh)
The way that you love me (ooh)
Ooh, for all of my pretty
And all of my ugly too
I'd love to see me from your point of view
I wanna trust me (trust me)
The way that you trust me (trust me)
Ooh, 'cause nobody ever loved me like you do
I'd love to see me from your point of view

I'm gеtting used to receiving
Still gеtting good at not leaving
I'ma love you even though I'm scared (oh, scared)
Learnin' to be grateful for myself (oh, oh, oh)
➪♧︎
♫ꨄAriana Grande - pov

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Recap:

    "See what being queer does to you?" That bastard says as he makes me stare at Todoroki and TetsuTetsu who have both been taken quite a few hits and are not pinned and staring back at me. "It's all your fault Midoriya!"

    I feel a tear slipping down my cheek.

    "This is all your fault Midoriya! Such a little piece of shit you are. You know that?!" He growls.

    "Midoriya don't listen to him! None of this is your fau-" Todoroki gets cut off by a knee jabbing into his side.

    I choke on his name as I begin to cry harder.

    "Are you seriously crying?" Monoma asks almost laughing, "You're seriously so fucking gay!"

    Anger burns through me at those words and...I finally snapped, "So WHAT?! So. Fucking. What!!?!?"

Recap Over:

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⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
This chapter includes mention of self harm, abuse, drugs, and mentions of suicide. If you are harming yourself in any way, getting abused, or have thoughts of suicide or overdosing, please seek help or talk to someone and remember that you are not alone even if it may feel impossible

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    I freeze when I realize what I have just admitted to everyone, including Todoroki. Please tell me I didn't just do that?! I didn't....fuck! What will Todoroki think of me now?! Will he be mad that I kept it a secret?! Will he be hurt again?! Oh, not to mention how great this will be now that Monoma and his goons know they've been right about me all along. This could make this a million times worse.

I just want to stop! I want to not exist at this moment...or at all!

My outburst had really caught Monoma off guard and it's the perfect time for me to rip free from his grasp. Wincing as I read my hair free, I take off running. All I hear is laughter and people calling my name. I don't turn back though, fear and panic forces my feet forward. I can hear my fottsteps echoing as they heavily run along the polished white flooring. I bump into a few teens and the Bakusquad. I hear Kirishima and Bakugo gasp when they see me bleeding. When I get to the front counter, the hot guy runs over and forces me to stop running to my chagrin