How Wroetoshaw Changed My Life {Sidemen FF}

Chapter Twenty // I54 & She's Gone.

{ Josh's POV }

today is the day we head off to Coventry to insomnia. I loved meeting fans, the people who support me but it was all so stressful. having to pack bags, having to get everything ready then having to lug it all around but I loved my job and I wouldn't change it for the world.

"Ready?" Simon asked as we got in the car. Lottie was getting in with us too, cal was driving with Rebekah and everyone else was going in different cars. Lottie had now got her cast off, she can walk a little bit better now but still has to hop a bit.

"Yeah, I am - let's roll." I said as simon started up the car. Lottie was in the back seat as she wanted to sleep, I'll give it to her it was only four o'clock in the morning. Safe to say we were getting there early.

"Sh, guys. I'm tired." Lottie said putting her head against the window closing her eyes.

"Alright okay, moody." Simon giggled, what a dick - he always winds her up but it's always as a joke.

"Lots can we put a bit of music on?" I asked nicely hoping for a positive answer. I heard a grunt as I heard her pull herself of the window to answer me.

"Yes, but it has to be music I like." She laughed waking up a little, I looked at simon who laughed. "Only joking I'm gonna put my head phones in." She told me.

"Okay, go to sleep you'll be moody and people will be asking you for pictures." I told her, she giggled a little bit as she stuck her middle finger up at me. That was one thing Lottie hated. Her picture being took.
She took one with my once and it turned out her making the most stupid face ever.

"Will they really?" She asked in a huff. People have tweeted us asking if they can have their picture took with Lottie and Rebekah.

"Yeah they've tweeted us and everything." I told her. She rolled her eyes knowing she won't be able to say no, she wouldn't do that to people.

"I'm ugly as fuck." She mumbled. She didn't mean for simon and I to hear, I saw simon look down shaking his head.

"Lots, why would you think that?" Simon asked her painfully, I sat back and listened waiting for her answer.

"Simon you can't say my body is nice anymore, there are scars all over me." She sniffed. I knew she was upset, when I went to visit her in the hospital that one time on my own she told me about all of the scars and showed me a few on her stomach.

"Lots your body is beautiful, I promise." Simon reassured her. I smiled at him, sometimes I worry about what is going to come out of his mouth because he sometimes doesn't think things through.

"Well-" I cut Lottie off.

"Lots! Simon thinks you're perfect and so does everybody else stupid shit face." I laughed, I heard a giggle come from her.

"Anyway, I hope you're not getting your body out in photos." Simon laughed, and Lots and I joined in. "That's for me only." He winked looking back at her.

"Fuck, Lots is like my sister stop Si." I laughed nudging his arm. I heard Lottie giggle in the back ground, I then heard a yawn slip from her mouth. The car went silent.

I decided instead of waking Lottie up with simon and I's music that I was just push my headphones into my ears and listen to it that way.

After about an hour I saw the sign saying 'welcome to coventry' I smiled knowing that we were finally here, Lottie had woke up about half an hour ago and started speaking to simon but I just pretended to be a sleep, when really I was just listening to music.

"Do you think Josh has a girlfriend?" She tried whispering, without them knowing I manged to turn down my music so I could hear exactly what they were saying.