(Lottie's POV)
"Callum! What is your problem everyone is trying to have a nice time and you're sitting there being moody? What is wrong with you?" I blurted out no one said anything all until Mr Smarty Pants in the front seat said:
"How about you jump on Simon again I'm sure he has a better body than me, love him." He said as we pulled up at the flat. Callum jumped out and jogged into the tall building of flats. I also jumped out and got in the front seat.
"You okay Lots?" Harry asked putting his hand on my leg.
"No, I can't have friends. I've just met Simon and we were play fighting and all of the sudden I'm gonna like fuck him. No, I'm pretty sure it doesn't work that way!" I sarcastically laughed at the end.
"It looked like you and Simon were-" Freezy begun then I heard a slap on his leg. Thank you Rebekah!
"Look! I don't care if you take Cal's side but I come here thinking I can make new friends and potentially be able to go out with them not like dating, but shopping or for food but no. Callum is so caught up in me being with someone else I'm too busy being in a mood to enjoy myself." I blurted out.
"No one is on anyone's side lots" Freezy said shaking my shoulder. "Just have a good time don't worry." He said smiling at me. I nodded I now have other friends I don't have too worry about him, he is moody and I don't need too worry.
"Okay, let's go." I said pointing to the road dramatically. Harry turned to look at me. He just stared like I was crazy then laughed. We started our drive to Nandos, we were there in no time!
"Lottie!" I heard someone call once I stepped out of the car. I turned around to see Josh, I greeted him with a hug. "You okay?" He asked obviously being able to sense my nervousness.
"Yeah I am good actually, how are you?" I smiled as all of us walked into the restaurant. It was pretty busy and I hated busy places especially when I'm in a bad way, we were seated by a man who was a fan of the boys.
"You don't seem yourself." He told me. Admittedly I was a bit on edge, I hated how Callum took everything so seriously I mean for God sake I was talking and play fighting with Simon. Saying that, I was in the middle of Josh and Simon as they were the two I knew the most (other than Freezy and Harry)
"You're Callum's girlfriend?" Ethan asked, I shook my head. I felt Simon stare at me and I suddenly felt a little under pressure.
"Definitely not." Okay that sounded a little bit harsh but I am angry. I'm not going to be with someone who can't take a god damn joke!
"Oh, so they are more like brothers then?" Ethan carried on the convocation with me after ordering his food.
"I guess. I mean i see Harry and Freezy more as brothers than I see Callum." - I see Callum as a overly attached stalker at the moment but of course I wasn't going to say that.
"Oh right, did he get annoyed with you?" He asked. It was as if he already knew? I looked over at Harry for some help he mouthed 'just tell the truth' - exactly what I am about to do.
"Well a little, he was angry at me that's why he's not here." I stated, he nodded.
"I thought so, Callum is like that. Very touchy." Simon added. I didn't think that he would say that but I guess these guys are pretty open and honest with each other.
Everyone was have individual talks, I was sitting there getting worked up about Callum. This has made my liking for him go down, I was on about 70% now I'm on 20%.
Sounds weird but if we are gonna go out you've got to have a sense of humour... Something he only had when he went out and asked girls 'do you watch porn?'
I was getting too worked up, I begun getting itchy and I couldn't breath properly. I jumped out of my seat and went and stood outside."Put your hands on a flat surface." I kept mumbling too myself when I got outside. The weird thing about this Nandos is that it is in the middle of nowhere.
"Hey..." A random guy slurred walking over too me, I kept trying to walk away from him but he kept making me more panicky. I was scared I didn't know how to get him away. I had no breath whatsoever and I couldn't keep walking. I stood up against the wall. He put his arms against the wall but over me he attached his lips to my cheek and neck.
"Get of!!" I shouted, shouting took all my breath away but he wasn't budging.
"What the fuck?" Simon said from the side of me looking at the man in front of me.
"I've got this one." The man pointed at me winking at Simon.
"No." Simon pushed him off me, he grabbed my hand and stood me next too him. I stayed there and waited until everything had calmed down.
"Fuck off!" Simon shouted at the man, he just took it on the chin and walked off. I don't think he even realised he was doing it.
"Thank you." I said hugging Simon. I was actually so scared, he freaked the shit out of me. I don't see how people can just randomly harass people like that.
"Anytime." He hugged me back. "And hey, don't worry about Callum. He-" Simon got cut off as Josh came out too see what has happened.
"You two alright?" Josh asked coming over too us, I was clearly very red and Simon still looked angry.
"Yeah some prick tried touching Lots." He told Josh looking down the path way. He called me lots, aw.
"What a dick." Josh said in disgust. "Oh and foods here." Josh said smiling at the both of us. Josh walked back in and I stayed to calm down.
"You can go in and eat, Simon." I told him still panting a little bit.
"No I wanna ask you something?" He said scratching the back of his head.
"what?" I asked looking a bit confused.
"One, I heard about this thing called anxiety do you have it? I mean I know it's personal I'm sorry-" I cut him off by nodding I didn't want anyone to know it's something I had control over until now. This is my first major outburst all year.
"Please don't tell anyone Simon." I said begging him.
"Of course I won't." He started. "Two, how would you feel about meeting me for a drink tomorrow?" He scratched his head in nervousness. I nodded and went back in with him, I felt a bit better now Simon had spoke to me.
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*(Callum's POV)
All I wanted was too feel loved. But by her. I just wanted someone too bond with, I was reluctant to asking her whether she wanted to go to football or not for the reason that had just happened.
I pull out my phone and decided to do something that I knew was going to ruin everything...
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*Sorry for the shortish update, I've got so much homework... so long😴 anyway I kind of need people too be JJ, Tobi, Ethan, Josh, Harry or Vikks girlfriend so if you're interested tell me:))))
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