Don't let me go (GxG)

Chapter 26

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chelsea's POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My mind was still flooded with thoughts, horrible thoughts I was so angry. Why did she do it? How could she do it? I walked down the crowded streets walking in no direction at all. Cars hurled by me. Some how I found myself on a bridge, a tall bridge. Walking over to the railing I looked down at the river so small beneath me. I watched the current sweeping down the endless blue water down, down. I leaned forward more and more. See that's the problem with being completely in love with someone and having them rip your heart out it shakes your soul and it makes you feel like nothing should be.

One leg flipped over the rail then the other. Standing on the edge the wind hitting my back hard. Hands gripping the railing with barely any grip I felt the tears drip off my cheeks and make tiny splashes on the waters surface. Drip. Drip. I closed my eyes but couldn't seem to let go. I saw my dad's face and mom's and cried harder. Then I saw Sam's beautiful face so, so unfathomably amazing and I thought that maybe she could of been the one that would be perfect. Then I thought about Quinn's face and got mad at the dumb thing that I did.

I heard a car door slam hard behind me. I jumped slightly and heard yelling. My name.

"Chelsea! Chelsea! God damn it, what are you doing?!" My dad's voice hit my ears like a sledgehammer.

"Dad." I whispered.

He grabbed my waist and I was ripped over the railing and hit the ground knocking the wind out of me. I looked up silently in his face. He looked me straight in the eyes.

"What the fuck were you doing?" he spat in my face.

I just looked up at him tears at the corners of my eyes. He shook his head angrily and loosened his tie. He looked down at me.

"Don't make me ask again young lady!" he spoke furiously.

"I...I she cheated on me Dad." I choked out.

He rubbed his face.

"So you stood over the railing! That is so dumb Chelsea. That won't solve anything!" he said.

He stood me up and pointed to the car. I looked down at my feet and walked slowly over to the car. He walked to the drivers side and got in slamming the door he was rubbing his face again his eyebrows knitted together.

"I can't believe you Chelsea." he spoke quietly.

I looked down at my hands and then buckled my seat belt he pulled away from the bridge, I watched it pass in the back of the mirror. He was breathing heavy and I didn't understand.

"When I saw you I got so scared. So scared my baby was so close to the edge. why would you want to do that?" he looked over at me.

"Dad. I'm sorry I don't know what I was thinking. She just hurt my heart so bad I didn't know what to do." I spoke quietly.

"You shouldn't have want to jump just because some girl did. I know that you love her but your life is so much important than that. That is a terrible way to solve a problem Hun. " He put his hand on my knee.

I shook my head. I knew it was dumb I wasn't really thinking and I know that is so bad and that was so, so stupid. I looked up at the road and saw that we were on the way back to the hospital.

"Dad. No. I'm not going in there." I said to him.

"Yes you are. You guys have to talk and so help me god I am not letting you leave till you resolve your problems." he said to me solemnly.

I crossed my arms over my chest and watched the signs as we drive back to the parking lot.

He Pulled me out of the car and held my arm as we walked back inside. I was struggling against his grip. "Dad. This is dumb let me go!" I yelled.