Don't let me go (GxG)

Chapter 19 :(

    ~~~~~ Chelsea's pov ~~~~~

i woke up to the sound of a loud car horn. i stood up and went to the window and saw a truck parked out front. i turned and walked over to the bed and saw that Sam wasn't there.

i shrugged and walked to her room thinking she was in there. once i stepped in the first thing i saw were all these boxes. i put a hand through my hair and just shook my head. this isn't happening. i thought it was going to be later, not now.

i spun on my heels an ran down stairs. when i came to the kitchen i could hear Sams soft sobs. i didn't want to start crying because then i know that it's really happening.

i slowly made my way to her, and reluctantly put my hand on her back. her sobs stopped and she turned to face me. her eyes were red and cheeks stained with tears.

i shook my head no and wrapped my arms around her. " no. no. not now." i said into her shoulder.

her sobs soon returned and held me tighter  " i'm sorry." she sniffled.

i just shook my head again. why. this is to soon.

i pulled away " why now?" i asked still not understanding this.

" i don't know. she just showed up." she said softly trying to hold back her sobs.

" i thought we had time." i said.

" me too." she looked down at the ground.

i pulled her back into me holding her tight. my dad stepped in the door looking sad as well. i looked at him still not letting go of Sam.

he walked over and wrapped his arms around both of us. " i'm sorry kiddo." he said softly.

" but. can't you do something." i asked.

" no. i can't, not right now." he said. then apologized again.

i shook my head again. we stayed  like this for awhile.

there was a small cough behind us. i looked up and saw an older version of Sam standing in front of me. her hair was  graying but i could tell it was Sams mother.

" Hello. I'm Megan, Samantha's mother." she said stiffly. and stuck out her hand.

i looked down at it. not shaking it just staring down at it.

she pulled it back awkwardly and rubbed it against her dress. " um. well we should get leaving soon. it is a long drive." she said again.

i looked over at Sam who still hadn't looked up. i put my hand in hers and squeezed it. she looked up and gave me a sad smile. it nearly broke my heart.

i then looked at my Dad. he just looked like he couldn't do a thing. i frowned and the lady had left. she was talking to these two big guys carrying Sams stuff to the truck.

i pulled Sam away. i pulled her up stairs and into my room.

we laid down on my bed. i just wanted to pretend like this wasn't happening right now.

Sam stayed silent. i put my head on her chest listening to heart beat. it calmed me slightly. i felt her fingers in my hair.

i looked up at her " i'm really going to miss you."

she nodded and put her hand on my chin and pulled me to her lips. i didn't want this be the last day we are together. it just can't be.

she pulled back " i will always love you." she whispered.

" i love you more than words can describe." i said.

she pulled me tight into her arms. " maybe if we go to sleep this won't happen." she whispered.

i nodded and laid my head down. she pulled the blanket over us. i slowly fell asleep listening to her calm breathing.

we slept for what felt like an eternity. when i was being shaken awake. i look up and see my dad looking down at us.

" it's time hunny." he said softly.

i shook my head " not yet." i looked over at Sam who was slowly waking up too.

" i'm sorry, but we can't wait." he said.

i looked over Sam and she was frowning already. i leaned over and kissed her.

she understood and stood up slowly. straightening her clothes. i got up myself and did the same. i walked over to her and put my hand in hers and squeezed it as hard as i could.

we made our way down stairs and out the front door. i can't believe this is happening i kept looking straight forward. we walked in front of the big fountain.

i remember that first night sitting on that fountain. i stopped and turned to her. i pushed her hair behind her ear.

i pulled her in against me. she clutched me tighter.

" we should head out." her mother said from inside the truck. but i didn't care what she had to say.

i pulled away and kissed her deeply. and pulled her back into a hug.

" don't let me go." i whispered into her ear, a tear slipping down my cheek.

" i'm sorry." she said and pulled away.

i saw her walk away in slow motion. this is not how it is supposed to end. i watched helpless as she got into the truck.

what hurt the most was seeing the truck slowly make its way down the driveway and away from me.

i just stood there tears flowing down. this is not happening right now.

my Dad came over and wrapped his arms around me, but i pulled away and ran into the house and into her bedroom laying down on her bed and falling into a deep sleep.