Lust | JJK ✔️

29- Arguments

From the way you both turned so in sync towards Aban, it seemed like you both have been practicing it for years. Jungkook looks as confused as you were in the suddenness of his appearance out of nowhere, although it was now that the thought about your loud voices struck you. Before Jungkook could say anything, you speak.

"Nothing, we just broke into a silly argument." You say casually brushing off the little particles of dirt from your clothes, a hundred and fifty percent aware of the fact that the argument wasn't silly, it was painful, it was devastating, traumatising, crushing, heart clenching, it was terrible. You didn't want to leave Jungkook no matter how much he had hurt you, you still loved him from the deep unexplored cores of your heart, feelings which you can't stuff back inside.

On the other hand for Jungkook, his entire world felt like it was shattering down. The thing he was afraid of the most just happened right in front of his eyes. Bold of him to assume that after all his truths came out you'll agree to give up everything and still hold onto him. Bold of him to assume that he'll manage to fight Taehyung and save you. Bold of him to assume he'll not let this happen.

He had already spent the long starry night separated from you back in the city bawling his eyes out from guilt. He deserved to burn in hell for what he put you through. The fact that he agreed to ally with Taehyung, making you fall so deep in love with himself so cruelly and then being all ready and steady to break your heart so easily made his stomach churn. He never, never ever knew it was this hard to get rid of love for someone.

He thought you're just another dumb girl who'll fall for him in lust and then let him wrap his chains around your hands, let him drag you to the feet of hell but no. You were innocent, you were selfless. The way you looked at him, hell how couldn't anyone get ready to give themselves up and jump into a hell fire for you?

The way you touched him, made his skin shiver with all sorts of pleasures and ecstasies. The way your fingers grazed his arms and the way your gentle lips spread across his full of love, care and adore, hell how couldn't anyone give themselves up and take a bullet for you straight through their brain?

The way your body fell into his carelessly, owing him all your trust, all that you behold. Giving everything you had up for no one but him, even your royal attire. Hell how couldn't any one die for you?

The day he fell in love with you, he jumped over to your side. He got ready to betray his partner, he got ready to fight the world for you. He knew how dangerous Taehyung is, and he knew there's a chance that he will never see daylight after a fight with him, he still would fight for you. He could die for you, you were his everything. But destiny was crueler, he lost you.

"Shall we get going then?" From Aban's tone, it didn't seem like he was aware of the scene. You take this opportunity to trudge straight inside your room to tie your hair and signal both of the other people to follow you outside. You feel discomfort in your throat and soon there was another waterfall of tears standing ready in your tear ducts, but you somehow, somehow manage to hold them in.

Your vision feels blurry at times, but you manage yourself, dragging your feet forcefully across the polished tiles of the garden, surpassing all plants, animals, birds, the pool- all engaged in their own actions. Aban slowly flies over your head and lays down on the ground flat, you step over him and sit down on your legs folded, Jungkook follows.

As your carpet takes his flight, you can feel Jungkook's intense gaze on you. It never breaks, you uncomfortably shift your weight from one leg to the other as you release long breaths, Jungkook doesn't stop. You put your hand on the surface on the carpet to crawl a bit away from him, but unexpectedly - he holds your wrist and keeps you in your place.