Lust | JJK ✔️

34- Love

"When I kiss you." He spreads his warm lips into a deep kiss on your neck, making your mouth part open a little. "I get closer to you." He releases an exasperated puff of air.

"So, so close; I want to be so close to you sweetheart." He almost whines, tugging on your waist and burying his forehead into your chest. "With each kiss, I am sewing us together." He places another familiar peck on your collarbone. "Feel the seam, feel the thread." A small peck, was soon turning into hungry kisses and gentle nips- it was all teeth and tongue.

Each time he shifts, slight subtle shuffling of fabrics enters your ears which somehow makes the atmosphere calmer. "It's hurting Yn." He cries in a pitiful voice clutching onto his chest inside which was his heart thumping against his ribcage which actually seemed to ache at this point. "It's paining so bad that I don't know what to do. Please, please help me."

"Jungkook, let's not make it worse yeah? I'm already frustrated enough in you, don't force me to hate you more." You try to say calmly, pushing him away from you. Ever since you woke up he didn't let you get up and move away, he was trying to maintain you close to him just like the way you both spent the previous night.

"Then why the bracelet?" He interrogates which makes your heart do a backflip like the many melancholy thoughts sprinting in your headspace. "Question anything but the bracelet." You hesitantly say. "Now let go."

"I don't want to let go yet. You're my comfort." He looks up at you with his big bambi eyes and droopy lids, resting his chin on your shoulder. "I'm going crazy over you, actually." He chuckles. "I wonder if I'll be able to stay with you or I'll have to be shifted to an asylum."

When you don't reply and uncomfortably squirm in his arms, impatient about when he will release you, he stares at you in disbelief. "Just.." you tsk. "Just get off." You say dryly.

"Are you sure you don't want to be with me?" He asks you and waits for an answer. You clench your jaw and scoff, shaking your head side to side. "No. Please now.."

"Fine." He brushes his messy hair back with his fingers and wears his straight face, soon getting up on his knees and getting ready to back off. "Please return my bracelet."

Your breath hitches, you blink a few times blankly before your gaze starts to switch between him and your ankle. "Go ahead, remove it." He coaxes, bluntly waiting for you to obey his demand as he rubs his wrists which were bruised and numb because of holding you so tight.

With a huff you jerk your skirt up but the sight of the bracelet immediately stops you. You grind your teeth together as your eyebrows furrow and you squeeze the fabric of the skirt in stress. "Stop zoning out." Jungkook snaps his fingers and clicks his tongue to which you slightly flinch.

When you continue to wear a sadistic but unreadable expression, being unresponsive of his commands, he tilts his head in exhaustion. Not caring a single bit anymore, he quickly unfastens the clip of the accessory himself and removes the bracelet from your foot. "Pathetic."

You slightly nudge yourself forward to stop him from doing so, but your thoughts trap you. Only, only if you change your answer from a no to a yes, only if. You were devastated.

Jungkook throws the object deep inside his pocket and gets up. "We'll wait for my execution here, if you get a chance just run away. Your life is in your hands now, I can't protect you."

"B-But you promised..." you meant to lowly mumble only to yourself, but Jungkook's ears picked up your words. "I can't fulfil my so called promise unless you had allowed me to you know, It's over now Yn." He kicks a small stone lying on the ground.

"Why!" You scream now. "W-Why do you break your promises!?" Warm droplets of water roll down your cheeks as you break down. "How can you just back out now!?" Hypocrite. You're a fucking hypocrite. You yourself avoided him, addressed so many cruel and undeserving words to him just now and right here you have the audacity to ask him what you just did.