Lust | JJK ✔️

63- true love

It has costed Jungkook a lot to be able to carry out this process. Even after he had successfully found out the hermit's residence and brought home this method to revive you, he still had to face tons of challenges.

It was almost amusing and frustrating when the conch ended up being hidden beneath the tiles of the guest bedroom. It was beneath the exact tile which refused to let go of your blood stains.

This is why it wouldn't come off no matter how much Jungkook cleaned, right?

Why did nature have to use such a gloom ridden sign to tell Jungkook about this conch's location? And the fact that those blood stains came off easier than ever once the conch was removed from underneath the tile,

How even; Jungkook asked that hermit in his mind.

If he doesn't do it now, he knows he'll never be able to do it again. Because he knows he has wasted all of the magic water by giving up in the middle of the process for two days in a row.

He used to drink the water, Hoseok dug the ground like planned, but before he would even touch your casket, Jungkook started to refuse to carry the ritual further.

He was scared.

He was afraid that this method won't work and he knew he'll never be able to forgive himself for disrespecting you even while in rest.

"Let's just go home!" His sister had asked him on the third day, begging him to stop trying and asking him to get a hold of himself. She was horrified once she got to know about the kind of things Jungkook was planning and trying out at nighttime.

Of course, because she had never seen the magical wonders of this palace in real life. To her it was all a hoax.

"She's not going to come back! You've been trying since 3 days. You killed her with your own hands, dead people don't return, obviously.." Jia had screamed in his face.

"I don't know why I even need to tell you that. What have you turned into? You've become a heartless monster !! Yn Yn Yn, do you know anything else than her? What did that girl put in your head??" She cried.

"Let's go back to our village, yeah? I'll set you up with a beautiful girl, I promise. And we'll all live together happily.." 

Was what she had said before Jungkook stopped talking to her completely. He was utterly disappointed of how his own sister could talk about another girl when he was so invested in bringing you back.

However, he was weak and vulnerable. Words affected him too and he couldn't motivate himself enough before he got influenced like any human and started packing his bags. He had given up, accepting that he was a coward who couldn't do shit.

Until Hamza grabbed him by his hand and stopped him from leaving.

"You know that only you can do this." Hamza said. "We all loved her, we all cared for her. But we all also know that no one can love her more than you."

"I'm a weakling! I couldn't even open her grave, how will I do the rest of the steps?? We all should accept it that I'm a criminal, and-"

"But no one could be more brave than you Jungkook, you gave up the life of your love to protect her nobility. Who knows, what Taehyung would've done to all of us if you hadn't stepped into her life?"