Lust | JJK ✔️

30- Shattering

You feel your body grow limp as you feel the nauseous weakness in your knees, you bite your lip and slowly turn around with a teary face. This was an internal fight between your heart and your mind. Soon enough you feel Jungkook catching up with you and trapping your figure in his frame. He seemed to panic, from the way he rapidly kissed you all over your face and your neck, and you let him. You feel vibrations from his lips transferring into your skin, you softly sigh as he fists your hair and connects his lips with yours.

The way he kissed you so dirty, wetting your lips and sucking hard enough to draw blood, you felt impure and corrupted. He slides his tongue into your mouth after grazing it on the rim of your bottom lip, you were breathless. He pushes you to the ground without breaking the kiss and pins your wrists aside your face, going deep inside your mouth as he cries for you. Vulgar sounds emit from his mouth when he moans out loud but doesn't let go, it was as if it's his last kiss and he'll never get to do this again. You could feel him becoming breathless, but he wasn't stopping, he couldn't seem to get enough of you. His eyebrows knit and he tilts his head furthermore as you hear bittersweet melodies playing in your ears.

"Give up." You mumble between the kiss which makes him stop in his actions, panting heavily as he looks down at you. "The kiss has to end one day." You push his face away with your hand. "I won't let it end." He smashes his lips back on yours and ceaselessly kneads yours with his, the blood rush in your lips was more than just normal. He works out the steamy kiss before mumbling. "You're mine. Oh Fuck you're mine." He kisses you deeper and almost bleeds your lips while nipping with his teeth. He palms his hand on your womb slowly sending warmth inside you as he feels like an animal.

You lean into his face and bite his upper lip before finally parting away, a glistening string of saliva connecting the two of your lips. You sigh before taking his face in your hands and gently kissing his nose, followed by brushing your own with it. "Run away to the city, I'll tell Aban you couldn't develop feelings for me. Don't worry."

Shattering.

Jungkook's heart shatters like a fragile piece of glass as his tears fall down on your cheeks. It's over. He slaps his palm on his lips as his eyebrows twitch into waves and his mind becomes a frenzy of sorrows. He squints his eyes before shutting them close tightly as he rests his forehead on your chest, you run a hand through his raven locks and stare at the sky above you.

"The only favour I want from you, is to forget who I was. Don't let my name be in that dreadful mind of yours." You mutter before pushing him away from above you and getting up to shake away any sand on your clothes. "YN!!!" He yells, you look over your shoulder at him desperately trying to get up from the ground, and when he can't he crawls and grabs your feet, restricting your movement.

"I beg you." He cries as he grits his teeth. "Let me love you." You shut your eyes close and kick his hands away and walk towards the other side of the sand dune in front of you, feeling the tiny particles of earth stick on the soles of your feet. "Yn." Jungkook calls. "Listen to every word I say carefully, I warn you." He wipes his cheeks with the back of his hand. You pause.

"I'll live by your name, I'll die by your name. I lose all my victories for you, I slaughter my soul in your feet, I worship you as your devotee. My purpose in life is to connect my name with yours, to go missing in your existence, to get lost in you. You're my God, my religion Yn. Your breath is what I breathe, your heartbeat pumps blood through my veins. That's what you mean to me, my love." He speaks and your wide sight stays fixated on nothing before you as your nostrils flutter and glossy layers of salt droplets stick to your eyeballs. He was insane for this, he was unbelievable.

You feel something swirling inside the pit of your stomach, you feel a sharp pain inside your head. You feel like falling down a cliff, your body starts to get swallowed into the pits of deep spheres of darkness and your senses numb down. You feel crippled before your eyes lose you and you clash with something in the head.