Mason McCann heir to the Mccan pack next in line to be alpha after his father steps down, star quarter back for the Kennedy Highschool foot ball team, everything in his life seems to be going right as he takes the leap from man to wolf during the pa...
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" at seventeen I started to starve myself I thought that love was a kind of emptiness, atleast I understood then the hunger I felt "— Florence + the machine
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She would've done it , had I not been there, had she waited a day to do it, I wouldn't have been there she would've been dead. I had changed , reshaping myself into my true nature. I caught her scent , I'd recognize it anywhere. She was about 100 yards away. I could even smell the alcohol , to think about what would have happened , that would've been my fault.
Just my existence was a plague to her and Finn, they loved each other, and I took that from them wether I wanted to or not the fact of that matter is I was hurting them. Hearing her talk about her home life, did Finn know about all of that. Hearing her say that last night
" Mason was right , I am no one , nothing , completely insignificant ". She believed me
She was going to take her life believing what I had said to her , believing that her life didn't matter, that she was no one , and nothing , completely insignificant. Why? What is wrong with me ? I sat down in my room and I thought about everything I had ever said to her or about her. Why was I so cruel to her ? It wasn't just because she was easy pickings I knew why , though I'm ashamed to admit it .
I was suffering, I was drowning in the expectations of everyone around me . I Was scared , time was ticking till my shift and I knew that ment two things for me , I'd find my mate and I'd be closer then I ever was to being king. I had a girlfriend, a shallow , vain , disappointing girlfriend, that loved the idea of me , of being with me , someone like me , rich the school QB , the mayors son but she didn't actually want or know me . A father who expected the world of me , who saw me as an extension of himself, a means in which to make himself look good, I was a prized dog in his eyes. A mother who's aspirations were to be the perfect trophy wife, to the mayor.
I had a bunch of friends but outside of Carson , Jake and Thomas I was sure they all just wanted something from me . I was downing , I was hurting , I was alone , training , eating less to cut bulk , eating more to bulk up , my grades , there were nights I'd just scream.I was too scared to be my own person , too scared to make the wrong move and loose everything, but everything was suffocating me , But I thought that's who I was , you spend forever becoming some myth , some legend , all of sudden everything everyone expects all the ideas of who you are , how you should walk, talk, act , move , dress, who your friends with , who your not friends with you slowly become everything but yourself , I was suffering , so I made her suffer . the only person Whoever saw me flaws and all and accepted me for that was Finn. Finn who I needed and mistreated. Mariah who I need and have mistreated.
