Pack Queen ( under editing)

Chapter 43: Banquet

Chapter 43: Banquet

"Turning away from the light becoming adult turning into myself "—- bloc party

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" I think I'm suppose to die". Finn told

" wha - don't be ridiculous " I told

" think about it , Robin turned he's already found a mate and I haven't, I don't have one , because I'm not going to be around long enough, and I just feel it". He told

" feel what finn? You sound crazy right now didn't you say you could find your mate at any point in time ". I said

" yeah but I don't think that's the case with me , I don't know how to explain it I just feel it , it just feels like-". He stopped halting his sentence into silence

" it just feels like what". I asked

" like death , it's everywhere, , my mother,  Mason's uncle , the 11th king , I'm probably somewhere next in the line up ". Finn told

" Finn , nothing will happen to you , do you understand me , I would never allow that to happen" I said

" somethings are just beyond us don't you get that now, with everything that's happened ". Finn told

" no you need to get it, I'm not that same girl anymore I'm something different all together now , I have the power to protect the both of us  , nothing will happen to you not before I'm in the ground". I told setting my hand ablaze . I saw the shocked expression on Finn's face as the flames danced upon the flesh of my hands. He'd only ever heard of my abilities. I mentally put it out , to reveal my unharmed skin

" that was ... that was insane ... h... how did you?" He asked at a loss for words

" I'm a witch Finn remember that ". I told
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What Finn had told me played in my head ,  I wouldn't lose Finn or anyone I care about , I'm not so weak anymore, I have this power and what good is it if I can't protect those that I care about. It's worthless if I can't. Finn was right though there was something lingering in the air around this place . Or should I say me and everyone I know it's as if we're all just waiting for something to happen. For the other shoe to drop. An outcome of sorts.

I have to be prepared , my cheap party tricks aren't enough , I need those books my mother took , I need to be able to use these abilities, to defend myself, to protect those I love. If I've ever needed a reason to keep going it was that , no one's getting hurt .

I sat on my bed, today was the day . I'd be leaving this wretched house. It was my turn to put up my half of the bargain. I was never much of a social person in fact i hated socializing I felt like a nervous wreck, but Mr.Mcbatshitcrazy did me the honor of throwing a community barbecue in my honor.
I was to be escorted by Mr. Mcbatshitcrazy jr. we were coming out publicly for the first time and I was going to meet everyone an for someone who didn't care about anything yesterday I was really anxious having to do this.

* knock knock *

My head whipped to the door . I got up to looking
the mirror . If someone saw me they might mistake me  for someone with a will to live. Mason appeared we were suppose to be taking his car.  I stood up walking past him stepping through the door way and heading down stairs I didn't know how to have a simple  interaction with Mason it felt bizarre, abnormal unnatural it made me feel downright uncomfortable.

" Vivian my girl". He said clicking the car keys the all black convertible chirped to life it's headlights blinking. Vivian this man has named his car , Vivian , I am marrying a man with a car named Vivian , existing is becoming a humiliation ritual