Pack Queen ( under editing)

Chapter 29: what could i be ?

" I am something , I have been  something
I was born something
What could I be ?' — mistki

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It felt like another world , like another life time. As days passed the boy I loved turned into a stranger in the hallway .  I had no room for hatred or pain so I did what I had to do to survive and I let it go all of it .  In that process I had gained something else.  A power I didn't understand but was coming into. With each attempt I could feel it flowing. Like a rush of blood to the head . if this what it felt like to do drugs then I was an  addict .

Surprisingly it all came very easy to meet and . I spent almost all my days with Robin . From time in school, to time at work, to free time it seems we were only ever apart to rest even then sometimes we weren't. Sometimes he slept over and I'd lay on his chest . He'd be asleep and I could hear his soft breathing and then I'd wonder , wether we're a bad decision .
I knew that I couldn't continue to kiss and embrace him at arms length.  I couldn't condemn him to that he deserved better.

we weren't official, he hadn't officially asked and I hadn't officially accepted. But we knew and once everyone else did it really didn't matter.

" that was fucking amazing ". He shouted his eyes bulging out of his head

" what... that was nothing". I said sheepishly

" you just made water float , float like in the air what next turning it into wine........ holy shit I'm dating god". He said as if was some startling realization I started bursting out into laughter

" I am not god ". I said through my laughter

"Ok maybe not god but at the very least a certified water bender". He said

" nah baby I'm the avatar". I said sticking my head out an in an instant it was up in flames

" oh shit .,, when did you learn how to do that", he asked in complete awe . I began moving my hands around as the fire danced on my flesh.

" couple days ago , I tried that conjuring fire thing again". I responded mentally putting it out. He grabbed my hand  and began examining it.

" your hands completely fine". He said In amazement.  We continued on our path to my house holding bags of goodies. We could've taken his car but we both wanted the walk and fresh air. As we strolled through and passed houses I couldn't help but think about what happened earlier.

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" I need a large papaya sunrise and a medium strawberry dragon". Robin told

" on it chief". I said shaking my head. I ran to the back to go get fresh cups since we were out. We had 40 minutes till our shift ended and I couldn't wait. I was so tired I had spent yesterday afternoon studying for my chemistry test and studying that " grimoire ".

Me and Robin had had a lengthy discussion about everything and decided that we couldn't do any of this stuff indoors or anywhere that anyone might see us. It wasn't like I'd be tried for witchcraft and burned at the stake but I doubt the neighbors would react well to me levitating over there front lawn. So we decided that there was only one place this stuff could be done, well the only place I could think of
Brentwood forrest. How convenient that in a few days there would be a full moon. Which would mark a month since the incident. I had read about drawing power from the full moon and how it could be used to cast powerful spells along with other celestial events .  Me and Robin had planed to venture out and test these theories.