Chapter 9: How?
" how could you tell me that I'm great when they chewed me up , spit me out, and pissed on me, how could you tell me that it's fate when they laughed at me everyday in my face , How?". - The neighborhood
Mack''s POV
I layed on my bed stairing at the drawing in my hand, I hated it. Not because it was bad but but because it was of me. I don't know why I let Finn convince me into consenting to this, I cave in a little to easy for him. He was such a good artist, such a good person, good looking.why can't I find any flaws, they're has to be something wrong with the guy. No one gets to be that perfect , it's impossible. Inhuman.
" stay still" . He said as he twiddled his pencil, I felt very uncomfortable with him staring at my face and penciling down everything I didn't like about myself.
" you almost done?" I asked i'd been in this position for some odd 30 minutes now
"Almost.......done". He said which finally enabled me to crack my neck. I grabbed some snacks he had layed out and began eating. He handed me the picture and I had to admit it was really good.
" wasn't so bad now was it." He said I rolled my eyes at him. Suddenly he shifted his body and layed his head on my lap. I looked down at him kinda stunned, my whole body felt a bit electric. My mind started to wander off
" what?" He asked innocently,looking up at me from his position on my lap.
" nothing"I said continuing to snack on the small bag of Doritos, I had the sudden urge to stroke his hair and ... well let's not get into the other things.
" do I make you uncomfortable?" He asked
" no". I responded which wasn't completely true or untrue.
" if I am , you can tell me, last thing I wanna do is make you uncomfortable". He said I shook my head
" you don't make me uncomfortable, I'm just not really use to having people touch me or touching other people especially when it's sudden.but I don't mind". I explained
" good , cause your pretty comfortable and warm , I can get use to this". He said
" you can touch me to by the way, I don't really care"he stated smiling my eyes focused on his lips, what's wrong with me? the last thing I need are feelings for some Rich boy, No Mack you are not into him you, speak it into existence because that's the truth. I set the picture on my nightstand, suddenly I felt my phone vibrate, I checked the phone.
Finneas: goodnight Mack
Me: night Finn
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" I'll be up in a minute". Finn said I went up to his room and took my usual spot on his bed. I looked around at his various drawings, I turned my head to the door as small footsteps could be heard before Finn appeared with a pizza in hand.
" hope you don't mind I ordered dominos on the way here", he said I shook my head as he plopped on the bed beside me . He opened the box and grabbed a slice. I however was still on a diet and could only afford to eat no more then a small bag of Doritos.
"Take some". He muffled mouth full of pizza , I shook my head at the offer, but he persisted on.
" one slice won't hurt". He said attempting to convince me to cave in.
" yeah you, Mr. I eat enough for a small village a day", he said
" how small exactly is this village?" He asked chuckling I watched as he grabbed a pizza and snaked it towards me stopping in front of my lips.
" say aah ". He instructed I shot him a glare
" cmon who's a big girl say aah". He said sarcastically I rolled my eyes and parted my mouth as he slipped the slice in, I tried to grab the slice from him but he moved his hand
" hold On I actually like feeding you"he said I let him feed me another bite before taking the rest of the slice from him. I finished deciding that was the only one I was going to let myself have.
" you got a little something over here". He said motioning towards his face. I tried wiping it based on his instructions
" no here" he instructed I looked at him confused and tried again he shook his head and closed the space between us wipeing what I suppose was sauce with his thumb. I looked at him and we kind of just sat there for a second in silence. Then suddenly before I could even blink he crashed our lips together I felt my body warm up and my eyes close. It was as brief as it Happened.
" I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me". He said getting up a worried expression
" it's fine , it happens". I said I honestly didn't mind at all, infact I'd encourage it
" it's not , I shouldn't just kiss you it's wrong your my friend". He said
" how bout I make us even". I said standing up , he seemed a little confused by what I was saying , I took that as opportunity to initiate the kiss this time, catching him off guard. I could kiss him all day. It felt as warm as I did with him. Being with him felt peaceful. It was what I imagined happiness felt like. I broke the kiss this time.
" next time just ask or don't I don't really mind". I admitted I watched him breakout into that innocent sweet smile of his .
Beep beep beep
I look at him suspicious of where that noise was coming from.
" wake up it's time for school Mack" he said
" huh?" I questioned
" wake up it's time for school." He repeated one more time this time I was pulled out my subconsciousness my eyes slowly opening to reveal the sunlight, it was dream, fuck .
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