Pack Queen ( under editing)

Chapter 34: twilight

Chapter 34 : twilight

" twilight gives me an inner sanctity, an your feeling an your hungry for her , an you don't understand it but you know you haven't planned it", — boa

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Do you ever think of the evil that your capable of , we go through life hearing about all manner of violence and brutality. People killing , kidnapping , torturing all types of depravity . you really don't know who you are until your put in the position to be someone else , something else. I've always wondered about the world around me , wondered what it means to be human , these days I think it's suffering, and I hold suffering to no high esteem or as no great accolade or achievement, In fact I. think it's point less , people often collect they're suffering , become comfortable with in it , until slowly but surely it becomes all that they are . it's always about not giving up and seeing it through to the end and taking away from an experience.

I think life is just one traumatizing event after another, until the final trauma , Death. life and death our masters . Those that can can control the two are gods,  you see gods  aren't powerful because they're right they're right because they're powerful.
what if you could be god , all powerful or powerful enough . righteous in persecution . Holy in destruction.  I think that's when you finally know who you are, when the deepest darkest violent part of yourself is allowed off it's leash and can roam freely about exploring itself.

Are you scared of yourself ? Are you scared of god ?
These days everything I've never believed in exists so what's say god or gods? 

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" what did she say ". Mason asked

" well after I further explained to her everything she said and I quote I'm through putting up with that entitled rich snob, then proceeded to follow it up with tell the McCann that if anyone tries to take away my freedom I won't hesitate to take theirs". Finn finished

" as in like ..," Mason asked confused

" as in kill anyone who tries to take her freedom away ". Finn said

" did you explain to her I'm sorta forced into this as well". Mason asked

" we'll I tried to but she blames you for our break up, she blames you for turning Robin, she despises you for harassing her ever since 9th grade", Finn explained

" maybe if I talk to her explain that I'm not that person anymore - ": Mason said

" I wouldn't do that if I were you , you just turned her boyfriend I doubt you'd be able to get a word in before him or her start swinging ", Finn said

" what am I suppose to do Finn , I can't just sit here and do nothing , my dad knows it's her and Robins going to turn, it's only a matter of time before something happens ", Mason said

" somethings going to happen anyways , you need to not do anything and let them at least try to process everything that's happening , we can hardly keep up with what's going on with our own pack right now ". Finn said

He was right , we could hardly keep up with the pack as it is ,
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" he's coming for you". A voice said I turned around to be faced with more darkness

" who ? Who's coming ? " . I asked I recognized her voice ,

" the mark binds you".she said

" the mark ? " I questioned looking at the mark that had been singed to my skin.