Chapter 12: she's mine
" I think if you found her , that even you would know , she's mine ". - TNBH[][][][]
I layed on my bed, unsure of the what happened yesterday . Finn kissed me, he just did it, I was pretty awkward after it had happened but, it completely caught me off guard . We ended up going back to his place for the project and the atmosphere was completely different.
" so are we dating now?" He asked I froze at the question
" I ... uh..."
" unless you don't want to be with me of course I wouldn't want to force you". He said
" no ... I... just." I hadn't thought this far ahead mainly because I though this was impossible
" how about we go on a date, there's this spot I wanna show you". He suggested I shook my head in response. I looked over at him to see him smiling. I have to be dreaming at this point that I've already convinced myself Of
I watched as he layed down on his back and began staring at the ceiling , I looked at him, wondering what it is he was actually thinking about. He had a tendency to just lay down and stare at the ceiling ,
" come". He said patting the space next to him . I shifted my position on the bed and layed down taking the space next to his.
" I didn't realize it till you stopped speaking to me". He said
" realize what". I said turning my head to face him there was a pause before he continued to speak
" how alone i am , how alone I've always been, my whole life all I've ever had was Mason and the others. I did my best to keep them because deep down I knew they were all I had, even if I didn't agree with everything they did , I didn't want them to leave and when they did for a while I pretended like I didn't care, but it hurt so I decided I didn't want friends , I didn't want anyone and then we were partnered together...this is gonna sound weird but I feel like I've known you for forever. There's things I wish I could tell you, things about me. But I can't and I know it's selfish but I need you to be ok with that". He said
I looked at him, watching as he spoke wondering what it could be that he couldn't tell me, if it was a tragic event or something currently happening, if it was about his family , something that he did or is doing.
" Finn I would never judge you, you can tell me anything, whenever your ready to". I responded
" I know you think I'm this perfect person and boohoo pretty rich boy but I'm gonna need you to stick around , I like you Mack". He said turning to face me an innocent smile on his face my heart was a Three time Olympic gold
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Something about that felt unreal, he walked me to the bus stop , holding my hand , it was strange I never thought things like this would happen for me , I almost felt normal. I came home to my drunk mom as usual , sprawled out on the couch but I was on cloud 9 and nothing could get me off. I entered my room and fell to my bed.I was aware it was all happening but something about it, it just felt like it wasn't real , I just can't accept it in a way. Nothing had begun yet here I was fearing it wouldn't last.
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" you okay". Stacey asked pulling me from my thoughts, I looked over from my seat across the table. I had a lot on my mind. I had her on my mind and it was driving me crazy. She's in my thoughts, her scent , I don't give a damn about her , I never have and I never will but she haunts me like some kind of vengeful spirit. I thought back to what I had seen earlier.
I heard them arguing in the school parking lot. Finn pleading for her friendship it's laughable really , how the mighty have truly fallen. But then it happened, she admitted to liking him which anyone with two brain cells to rub together could figure out. But what followed after even shocked me , Finn kissed her, I didn't know wether to throw up or report it as a animal rights violation her being the animal in question but something else happened. Rage .
I don't know where it came from but it overtook me , I had the sudden urge to pound Finn into the dirt. I hadn't realized it but I had begun walking toward them I was two yards away when Carson stopped me asking me where I was going and what was wrong. I then realized the situation. I felt like I was going to be sick why the hell would she, no she isn't I'm not going to delude myself any further then I already have. If she's anyones damn mate it's Finns I'd rather have a football shoved down my throat to the farthest reaches of my esophagus, then claim her in-front of the community I can hear the guys now , oh the humiliation.
" mason you good". She asked in another effort to get my attention, I finally snapped out of my deep thoughts. Besides no one gets me like my Stacy.
" yeah I'm fine". I lied I was the farthest thing from fine ever since I shifted . I grabbed her hand interlocking it with mine. She seemed a bit taken back by this sudden gesture.
" Stacey you are literally the only girl for me , and I know I can be hard to handle sometimes but I want you to know that I'm in love with and I hope to marry you some day". I confessed I watched as she broke out into a smile
" where's this all coming from?" She asked
" I've been neglecting you lately and I just want you to know that I still feel the same". I told I felt her squeeze my hand.
" I think we should ditch dinner and go straight to dessert ". She said give me that look , a light chuckle escaped.
" I'm craving a little something sweet now that you mention it". I replied smirking
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