Chapter 20: suffocator

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Chapter 20: Suffocator

" in the darkness I will meet my creators and they will all agree that I'm a suffacator"

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" in the darkness I will meet my creators and they will all agree that I'm a suffacator".—Daughter

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Pain , it was the only thing I could actually remember feeling wether it be physical or mental, The pain of seeing my dead uncles body burn knowing it  very well that it could've been anyone or both my parents in that nest of sticks, The pain of my bestfriend pummeling my face into the dirt, the pain I felt looking at his face as tears streamed down from his eyes, realizing how much I'd disappointed him, how much I'd let him down, how much I'd hurt him. How could I have been so blind to how he felt all these years and finally the pain that came after that , the pain that was like none other. The pain that not even shifting could compare to it was this pain that landed me in the hospital.

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" you can drop me off here". I said I watched as Robin pulled the car over.

" that's his place, shit the things I'd do to live there". He said which caused me to chuckle Robin was hilarious

" thanks Robs I know this wasn't on your way" I said

" no probs call me anytime you need a ride , catch ya later juicer". He said calling me by my company given position.

" later juice head".  I said fist bumping him. I'd called Finn several times but he hadn't picked up I even texted him, it was 10 o'clock at night so I figured he'd be home from the family reunion by now.  I lifted the placement mat and found the spare key, Finn always spoke of and used it to unlock the door. The lights were on so he ought to be home. I called him one more time just to let him know I was inside the house but no answer . I kinda felt weird just entering his home but I was a bit worried it wasn't like him to ignore my calls or not call back.

I made my way up the stairs and to his room, I stood at the entrance of the door and knocked but no answer so I twisted the knob letting myself in and the sight infront me was insane . All the painting Finn had painted were destroyed there was paint on the floor , a whole in wall, Paint brushes , pencils and utensils scattered . Pictures ripped everything was everywhere and there was finn sitting on the edge of his bed staring at the wall .

" Finn" I said  his head snapped in my direction and I felt my heart sink. He looked like had  been crying his eyes red his face a pinkish tint. His hair everywhere .

" what are you doing here it's late". He said

" I came you weren't answering my calls or my texts". I said shutting the door and walking toward him.

" I may have....uhhh ...broken it" he said i felt my self step on something and saw what looked to remain of his phone. 

" Finn what happened ."I asked

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