unconditionally

chapter 18

Chapter 18

5months later. 

Everything was back to normal. That's what I thought, at first, Emily got her showbiz career again with my help. A lot of endorsement and interview, dahil ilang taon din ang pagkawala niya sa lame light. Maraming may gustong malaman kung ano ang nangyari sa kanya, at kung bakit siya umalis ng bansa na walang pasabi. Since Emily is a professional artist, lahat ng mga tanong na binabato sa kanya she easily went through  it, habang ako naman naging busy sa family business. My Mom drop her position as the CEO kaya ito ako busy, dahil ako na ang bagong CEO, kaliwat kanang meeting, out of the country na business meetings, sa loob ng limang buwan minsan na lang kami magkita ni Emily. Dahil na rin sa schedule nya sa trabaho at busy na ako palagi. But it doesn't bother me since busy din ako sa kompanya. 

It's Monday morning and I felt my thing down there is not feeling well. Kagabi pa sya nakatayu, i tried to masterbate it, but still ayaw pa ding kumalma. I tried to call Emily pero sabi nya hindi sya makakauwi, so i decided na bisitahin na lang sya sa site ng shooting nila, total may van naman sya dun. 

A three hours drive from the condo unit to the shooting site.  When i arrived, pinadiritso na ako ni Emily sa personal van nya, and Oh yes we did it. But fuck, why am i not satisfied? We did it for almost an hour now, pero hindi pa din ako tapos. Emily was about to cry dahil sa pagod, pero ito ako hindi pa din tapos. What is wrong with me? The last time I felt satisfied was, when Zhan went to the office. 

"Shit! Yibo for god sake, hindi ka pa din tapos? im so tired already, my shoot pa ako later, please end it now." reklamo ni Emily sa akin. " stay still i will end it now." sagot ko sa kanya. I have no choice but to imagine him para matapos nato, i thrust hard and faster while calling his name. 

"Shit! Zhan your so fucking hot, aaahh! urgh!." I cum just a minute after I imagined him.

Hindi ko namalayan na napalakas pala ang sabi ko sa pangalan ni Zhan, when  suddenly Emily slap me hard. 

pak! 

"Shit!." i curse " what is wrong with you Emily ha?." sigaw ko sa kanya. 

"What is wrong with me? ask your fucking self, this is not the first time you called his name, everytime we have sex." galit na sabi nya, i came to realize what she was trying to say. Fuck why am i calling him? shit not again. "I'm sorry it's just that." 

"Yibo this is not the first time you did this to me, sa loob ng limang buwan na ginawa natin to pangalan ni Zhan ang lagi mong sinasambit, ano bang problema mo ha?." hindi ko na siya sinagot, agad na akong nag bihis at nag Plano ng aalis,i don't have a plan to explain to her. 

" I need to go, so get dress and fix yourself now." utos ko sa kanya. Imbes na mag bihis bigla nya na lang ako binato ng sapatos nya, "fuck! what the hell is wrong with you?" sigaw na tanong ko sa kanya 

"what is wrong with me? after you fuck me and cum while calling the name of zhan, you will ask me what is wrong with me? ako ba ginagagu mo ha?." galit na sigaw ni Emily sa akin.

 "Tell me Yibo, are you cheating on me? are you seeing him behind my back?." 

"What? are you crazy? ni hindi na nga ako halos nagpapahinga ng maayos, at may oras pa talaga ako para makipag kita kay Zhan? Do you think kung nagkikita kami ni zhan, makikipag talik pa ako sayo? isipin mo nga wag kang tanga Emily." sagot ko sa pag aakusa nya sa akin, 

"Damn you Yibo," naiinis na sabi nya, hindi ko din masisisi si Emily after what happened between me and Zhan 5 months ago.  it's still haunting me.