the fuck it list

chapter 4

Ｑｕｉｎｎ Ａｎｇｅｌｏ

I step out of the locker room and onto the field, adrenaline rushing through my veins. The high is addicting.

I walk over to where my teammates stand. "Her ass looks good in those shorts." one of the freshman players says. She was wearing black athletic shorts that clung to her body and a black sports bra. "Not an ass person but I have to agree." another one of my teammates says.

I open my mouth to say something but Coach walks over to us with Lillian in tow.

"Lillian is going to be coaching practice today, and if any of you cause any problems for her I won't hesitate to suspend your asses from our first game," he says with a stern glare, with that he's off leaving us with Lillian.

"Alright 5 laps around the track," she yells to all of us.

"We normally do 20 laps," I say, trying to give her a hard time.

"Oh I know." she rolls her eyes.

"Then why aren't we doing 20?"

"This is my practice. Let me do it how I want to do it and if you have a problem with that then get your sorry ass off this field," she smirks and blows the whistle that lays on her chest right in my face.

After about 3 hours of doing various activities, Lillian made us do, we are drenched in sweat. Sitting down on the bleachers I start to chug my water.

"You know most girls would pay to be in your position right now," a teammate of mine teases Lillian.

"Why?" she makes in between gulps of water.

"I mean look around," he waves his hand around.

"Sweaty guys?"

"No...well yes but half-naked sweaty guys."

She looks around at all of us. "Eh, some of you look better than others." She smiles innocently.

"Same goes for you," I want to get a rise out of her. "I mean your ass looks kind of flat."

"That's not what one of your teammates said earlier." I can't believe she heard that. "Well, you guys can go now, bye."

"Damn I don't want her coaching practice ever again." someone says.

"I don't think I will be able to move tomorrow." a groan follows that.

"Do you wanna grab something to eat?" I ask Jacob who has been oddly quiet all of the practice.

"Yeah, it sounds good." We both head into the shower stalls.

I quickly shower and get dressed, I'm starving. I exit the locker room with Jacob right next to me.

"Do you think Lilly is still here?" he asks randomly.

"Maybe why?"

"Just have a question." He walks back towards the field and I follow.

Lillian does some combination of flips and jumps on the field.

"Lilly?" Jacob calls out.

"Yeah?'' She walks over to where we stand.

"Addy, does she have a boyfriend?"

"It's complicated."

"Complicated how-" he starts but is cut off.

"Jacob, talk to Addy about it, not me." she finishes.

He nods and we walk off, we slide into my car and pull out of the parking lot to a local diner. The diner is retro-themed with bright red booths. We sit down in one and pull out the menus even though we both know what we want.

"Why do you think Adelyn has a boyfriend?" I ask while waiting for someone to take our order.

"She's always talking to some guy."

"And why does that bother you? You've known the girl for a day."

"I know, I just care, she doesn't seem happy."

"You can't fix everything."

A waitress comes up to us to take our orders. Her lips were bright red and her make-up was exaggerated for a job at the diner.

"I'll have a burger with everything on it, water and fries," Jacob says.

"I'll have a burger with everything on it, chocolate milkshake, and onion rings." I smile up at her and she gives what looks like a sultry look but she just looks constipated.