My Song to You

25

A/n: i need a time skip, im sorry. They all graduated already making them 18+ cuz i dont wanna keep writing about school.

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Naruto lay in bed with Sasuke on top of him panting and sweaty. They were dressed, sadly. The two were in Naruto's room alone in the house. Both of them were sweating as their hearts beat rapidly in their chests. The two were breathing heavily as they glared at one another. There was a visible bruise growing on Sasuke's right cheek. Naruto had a few on his arm from where Sasuke had held him down earlier. Groaning and pushing Sasuke off him Naruto rolled off the bed and stood near the door. Sasuke who had fallen to the floor stood ignoring the pain from his side where Naruto had kicked him. 

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" Naruto asked as his looked Sasuke dead in the eyes.

"You know perfectly well what I mean. You can't be that dumb." Sasuke said brushing hair out of his face.

"So, these past six years meant nothing to you?! All the memories and inside jokes we made?" Naruto asked feeling the tears well up in his eyes as he threw the nearest object, a hanger, at Sasuke.

"No, they didn't. Why are you making this harder than it needs to be?" Sasuke asked finally catching his breath and moving out of the away. 

"Because no one would just throw six years away for...to make...for mus... this makes no sense!" Naruto yelled and hugged himself. 

"It makes perfect sense. I told you already. I'm getting my life together and you're not part of it. Besides, I never really liked you." Sasuke's cracking voice said so he cleared his throat to cover it up. 

"Get out!" Naruto cried as he fell to the floor and sat there defeated.

"Gladly." Sasuke whispered afraid if he spoke louder, he'd break down too and walked around the blonde. 

Naruto's bedroom door was shut leaving the blonde to cry by himself. Outside the door Sasuke stood for a few extra seconds looking down at his shoes. Tears shined in his eyes, but he blinked them away. He wanted to tell Naruto the truth, but he wasn't sure how he'd take it. Sasuke wanted to turn around and say sorry, but instead he left. Naruto cried out at the pain in his chest grew more and more. Sasuke could hear him as he walked down the stairs and out the front door. Naruto's heart was shattered again. He sat against the wall staring at the ceiling with tears streaming down the sides of his cheeks. He had snot running down his cupid's bow and into his mouth. His heart ached and his body felt sore. He gripped the necklace tightly and wished Granny could help him.

Sasuke and he had been together for three years. They went through everything together. After Naruto had been attacked, Sasuke was there every day to make sure no one else tricked him. They went to homecoming together, and even helped Sakura and Ino out of the closet. When they were seniors, they went to prom and the end of the year field trip. Naruto even gave Sasuke his 'healed' virginity. To Naruto it felt like he had found someone like Iruka had. That wasn't the case for Sasuke, so he thought. 

Naruto looked around his room and his heart broke even more as his eyes landed on a tee shirt that belonged to Sasuke.  The room was a mess from the physically fighting. He crawled over to it and picked it up. The fabric felt soft in his hands. He wept as he held it against his chest, the cologne Sasuke used wafted into his nose. Naruto fell on his side and cried even more. The memories of being with Sasuke came rushing through his mind. The snot that had made it's way into Naruto's mouth was salty as he laid there crying. He could hear the front door being opened and Iruka laughing as he and Kakashi came in. 

"Naruto, we're home! Is Sasuke staying over?!" Iruka asked from downstairs.

Hearing his name being called Naruto hid his dirty reddened face in Sasuke's shirt. He curled into himself until he was a ball. His eyes burned from all the crying, but he couldn't just forget as if none of it happened. Naruto screamed a curse word into the shirt just as his bedroom door opened. Iruka poked his head in and nearly wept at the sight before him. His son was on the floor crying his heart out into a tee shirt of the boy his son was dating. 

"Naruto, what happened? Are you okay? Where's Sasuke?" Iruka asked pulling Naruto off the floor.

"He-He left me!" Naruto wailed and leaned into Iruka's chest. 

Iruka wrapped his arms around his baby boy and held him tight. The two rocketed back and forth slowly, Iruka rubbed Naruto's back as the blonde let out all the pain. Kakashi came in asking for dinner when he saw the situation. The white-haired man stepped closer and asked what happened. Iruka gave him all the information he had gotten and went back to comforting Naruto.

"Bastard." Kakashi cursed under his breath and left the room. 

Iruka continued to rock as he started brushing Naruto's hair now. The blonde had calmed down enough to wipe his tears and nose. 

"Do you wanna talk about it? I'm here for you, if you do. If not, that's alright. I understand. I love you." Iruka asked and helped Naruto clean up any stray tears. 

Naruto shook his head no and sighed as he looked down at the shirt in his lap. Tears started up again, Iruka caught them as they fell.

"Hey, hey, no more tears for that boy. He's lost the most amazing person in his life. In fact, he should be the one crying right now. You know why? Because you, Naruto, are one of the only people I know that can do anything he puts his mind to, you are a brilliant young man even though I know you prefer to hide it, you have the cutest smile I've ever seen, you love with all your heart, and I love every bit of you. You shouldn't blame yourself over some idiot's choices in life. Think of it this way, if he's not in your life you've got way more time to write songs and hang out with friends and Kakashi and I. Alright? You don't need to think of it anymore. How about you help me make dinner and maybe some cookies. Would you like that? Or we can eat ramen tonight." Iruka said with a sad smile. (this goes for u gals and guys, dont let 1 break up ruin all your dreams, keep pushing through)

Naruto nodded and was helped up. Iruka looked over Naruto's body noticing the bruises on his arms. He didn't question it knowing that Naruto probably threw the first punch. Naruto walked out of his room dropping Sasuke's shirt on the floor with Iruka following close behind him. They made it into the kitchen to find Kakashi on the phone arguing. The older man hung up and sighed brushing his hair back. 

"What's for dinner?" Kakashi asked with a smile as big as he could get it.