My Song to You

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Naruto wasn't entirely sure what to make of what happened a few minutes ago, let alone anything that happened before. He just knew that he called Sasuke up the day before to tell him about the kid they had together, they ended up fucking, his adoptive parents caught him, and now he had to talk with his lawyer to give Sasuke some type of rights to see the child. He didn't know how or why there was another blonde sitting in his living room waiting for him. He didn't know what he needed to be caught up with or why Itachi had said he needed to be. Naruto shook his head no longer caring about all the randomness in his life anymore. He needed to get his thoughts in order before going on with anything of importance.

"Hurry up and get dressed! We won't be staying here all day." Deidara said as he looked over his nails.

"Right." Naruto agreed as if he didn't have a choice.

Walking back to his room Naruto got himself some clothes and turned the shower on. He shut the door making sure to lock it in case Deidara thought he could come in. Naruto looked himself over in the mirror. He noticed the hickeys Sasuke had left all over his body. There was one big one right on his collar bone. Two more near his throat and tons more around his chest. Worried that there were more he couldn't see he stripped quickly and stepped back. There were hickeys and faint fingerprints on his thighs. Gasping at how rough they really were Naruto felt embarrassed and happy. He liked how rough Sasuke was. He turned around and checked his backside. His ass was pink from the hits he received with thumb sized bruises on his hips where Sasuke held him when they were connected. Blushing at the memories of their night together Naruto smiled.

Naruto thought back to the night he called Sasuke. He was a nervous wreck, but it turned out okay. He didn't physically fight Sasuke. Instead, they talked it out and showed each other that they missed each other. Naruto's heart started racing again and he could feel himself getting hot. He shook the thoughts away, but the feeling of his body reacting didn't stop. Naruto hopped in the shower ignoring the scalding hot water and attempted to distract himself before he did something more.

After his steaming shower Naruto got dressed styled his hair and left his room. Deidara was snooping around the living room when Naruto joined him.

"What are you doing?" Naruto asked as he slipped his Vaans on.

"I don't see any pictures of Sasuke. So much for being together." Deidara mumbled.

Naruto didn't say anything because he didn't really have a reason as to why there weren't any of Sasuke. Deidara continued to look over the picture frames and noticed there was one of two brunettes smiling as they held a small brunette. Deidara was curious but didn't mention it to Naruto. Claiming he was ready Naruto stood by the door. The two made their way out the apartment. Deidara linked his arm with Naruto's and started babbling about art and how his was so beautiful.

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There was a cafe that was just around the corner from Naruto's apartment. It had tinted windows to where you could sit facing the sun and still see outside. There were small couches pushed into a corner with a bookshelf beside it. A glass coffee table sat in front of the couch covered in people's random things. closer to the counter were the highchairs and tables, The tables were lined against the wall to give the que more space to form. It was a bit darker in this area since the cafe's lights were dimmed and the windows kept some of the light out. The smell of freshly brewed coffee and the sweetness of the food kept people coming but most didn't stay. The wooden floor looked like it was an open book at a certain angle, but the customers didn't care for that. Naruto sat in a far corner in one of the high tables with Deidara across from him. Deidara had told him that Sasuke had gotten diagnosed with lung cancer. He hadn't delivered the news easily either. Deidara had made a joke of it. Deidara had said it straight away as if Naruto could handle it well by hearing it quickly. 

"You're not joking around, are you?" Naruto asked as his grip on his hot chocolate tightened.

"Of course!" Deidara laughed before getting serious," Is what I would like to say."

"That's not possible. He's been healthy since ... forever. He's never showed any signs." Naruto said in disbelief.

"Well, believe it or not. Sasuke hasn't let it stop him in any way. He still doesn't everything he wants, even if Itachi tells him to relax." Deidara said sipping his matcha tea.

Naruto sat in silence thinking over all the years he had been with Sasuke. He couldn't se where he would've seen any sort of sign. Sasuke really was healthy whenever they were together. It made no sense. Why didn't Saasuke tell Naruto himself? What wa he trying to do by keeping it a secret? Did Sasuke trust Naruto that little?Was Naruto not his safe person? All these thoughts came running through Naruto's head. Naruto could feel himself getting depressed even just a little. He took a giant sip of his hot chocolate, nearly choking, before standing up.

"Where is he right now ?" He asked, determination written all of his face.

"Uh, I don't know. I'm not his keeper." Deidara said looking into his tea uninterested.

Naruto took out his cellphone and dialed up Sasuke's number. It rang twice before he picked up.

"Where are you?" Naruto asked as he paced in front of their table.

"At the toy store, trying to get Saruto something." Sasuke said worried that if he didn't say exactly where he'd be a dead man.

Naruto hung up and grabbed his things. There was only one toy store in the whole city, Toys R Us. Naruto didn't care that Deidara was calling out to him to pay, he needed to speak to Sasuke.